I am very interested in edgeing someone, it is easy to edge my self for an hour or so, but would like someone passiv to masarge and work on, this all goes back to when I was young. Have tried to not think about it. Now I am older, I feel it is hi on my bucket list. Don't want gay sex, but giving a hand job to someone may help me to make sens of what I was pushed into, when I didn't know what I was doing year ago. My wife knows I am looking for someone to play with.