Hi,

My name is alex and I have spent many years learning to accept that I am submissive.  In my vanilla life I play a more Alpha role, but with my partner I love nothing more than to give, to serve, to  please and to pleasure.  To see a smile raised upon your lips from my actions is heaven.

Submission to me is not play or a session, it is me.  A mental connection and understanding with my partner is key.  I am less interested in particular acts or activities than the 'whole', giving up control, watching as you mold me into your perfect sub, sharing with you as I please you and adding value where I can.

Whilst I am certainly not disobedient I am also certainly not a simple 'Yes Mistress' automaton who is unable to think for himself.  I consider it my duty to learn just how you like things and then to use my own initiative and imagination to please you.  

The type of sub I am will necessarily be, at least in part, defined by you as you shape me more and more into what you what.  Yet the fact that I am sub is the core aspect of me that cannot be changed.

Desires and Fantasies
My desires sometimes veer from things I consider achievable to things that I would never pursue in reality.  I would like to enter into a long term FLR where I can be fully appreciated and used as a submissive.  I adore strapon sex and love being taken by a forceful woman.

I have some limited experience of being cuckolded and find the thought of a full cuck relationship both thrilling and fearful.  I can easily imagine being locked into chastity and having strapon sex as my only intimate engagement with you.  Could I learn to orgasm that way?  I imagine so.  Want to try?  :)