I am Cathy, A mature TV, I have written several of my experiences here and in the process made many new friends,Because my experiences are factual i can sympathise with many other sissy girls like myself, Once my wife discovered i was sleeping with men our lives changed, We agreed to live together but have entirely seperate lives, That way we managed to keep our home, both of us being too old to take on another mortgage each, Although Pam knew i was gay i knew she would never accept me being another woman, After all there were the neighbors, So she knew nothing of Cathy, Like many others that have written to me, i would have to hide my wardrobe in carrier bags in the boot of the car, or in the loft, Pretty skirts and dresses creased and spoilt, Always frightened that my son would poke around looking for tools and discover my guilty secret, I had passed my heavy goods vehicle test and had taken a job for a local delivery firm, My life changed dramaticly when i was made redundant and moved to another company engaged in long distance work, I had my own vehcle wirh a sleeper cab, night heater and a small fridge, and best of all a small cupboard and wardrobe for my clothes, Well not my clothes, Cathy's clothes, The manager was delighted that i was happy doing nights away as some of the younger drivers with familys prefered not to be away all week, It didn't take long for me to discover the overnight parking spots favoured by men looking for sex, Rather than the truckstops and services i found laybys and picnic area's less frequented by other lorry drivers, Although i was quite surprised at the number of other lorry drivers that sought the company of sissys , After a while of being on the Scottish routes i was given London and the home counties , I would do essex London and the south coast, I got into a quite nice routine, Thursdays would find me doing my last delivery in Folkstone. I had just finished my delivery and secured the lorry, it was a regular call and i had got to know the staff well, I went back into the factory with my washbag for a shower as usual, My work finished for the day My next stop was the big Tesco, just on the outskirts of Folkstone, I bought a nice salad bowl and a bottle of wine, A short drive up the M20 i turned off onto the A20, A short drive further and i arrived at a delightful layby that i had discovered near the village of Hothfield, It was perfect as i was just on the limit of my driving hours, The layby consisted of a small picnic area with toilets in a small wood, Too small for lorry parking but on the other side of the road was a long layby with paths running off into the woods, this was my destination, I turned my lorry round and parked with my passenger door ajacent to the woods, I noticed a short while later another lorry parking a short distance behind me. I had my routine. i closed my curtains leaving a foot gap open in the front and the passenger door unlocked, I opened the wine and ate my salad , it was still fairly early, About seven oclock i heard a car slowly cruising by, a good sign, Glancing out through the gap in the curtains i saw a white mercedes stop in front of my cab, he edged slowly forward until he could see into the cab though his interior mirror, It was dark in my cab so i turned on the interior light and began to get dressed, I removed my polo shirt and made a show of slipping on my purple bra, I stood up to slide my legs into my tan holdups , followed by my black panties and tartan mini skirt, As i was putting on my black blouse the mercedes started up and reversed closer, I could then see in his side mirror a black smiling face, Leaning forward i smiled out before closing the curtains, I lay back on my bunk waiting for things to unfold as i knew they would, It was less than ten minutes before i felt the passenger door open and the cab rock, I looked up to see a thin Black gentleman entering, "Good evening, I am Jacob. What a pleasant surprise, your the first lady driver i have seen here," such gallantry I thought, i knew he must have seen my tiny penis as i got dressed, "Thanks i said, Cathy " There was no need for further formality, we both knew why we were here, I was especially delighted that he was a olored gentleman, i watched fasinated, this man was quite refined, not at what i expected, his clothes looked expensive, he removed them carefully folding his trousers and hanging them over the seat, he wore no underwear, next they were joined by an equaly expensive short sleeved shirt, I gazed at his slim naked body, his chest covered by a smattering of salt and pepper hair, My eyes then fell to his penis, I can only describe it as beautiful, Forget the myths of black men hung like horses, I can only describe the size as adequate, but the shape was so pretty, nine inches at the most with a very distinctive upward curve, the last black man i was with had a large blunt head that overlapped the shaft, This one i can only describe as a large arrowhead, gently curving up to the tip, just below the rim the color lightened to a dusky purple, With my eye fixed on it i moved closer, he anticipated my movement and thrust his hips forward, Smiling he said "Feel free Cathy, I can tell you like black cock, suck it darling." I knew i was letting myself down by being too eager, . I wrapped my hand around the velvety black shaft, only just managing to encircle it, He looked down a little surprised as i held it upright against his tummy,bending my head low i took his small tight ball sac into my mouth, i swirled it round in my mouth, running the tip of my tongue alond the seam which seperated the two balls, Then letting it rest on my chin i let my tongue trace the seam up to where it joined the crease that led my tongue to his puckered anus, probing , i felt him relax and let the tip of my tongue enter him, slowly my tongue made its way back to the black velvet shaft where it followed the path of his spunk tube to the rim of the arrowhead, probing under the sensative rim and stimulating the nerve endings , Gasping he pulled my head away from his penis brushing my cheek with a coating of percum, Thick Jamacan lips crushed my mouth as his tongue invadeed my mouth, We pulled apart, both gasping for air, "Oh my lord Cathy, Don't ever be offended if a man calls you a cocksucker, It was all i could do to stop myself cumming, I have met many white girls that want to suck black cock but Darling nothing like that, I just hope your cunt is as accomadating" Even as he spoke i was preparing to lay back on the bunk, I heard before i felt the stinging slap on my half turned bottom, "I always take my bitches on all fours Cathy" I took two more slaps before i was how he wanted me, I have never judged a person by the color of his skin but this man was an expert, I could never imagine him giving the same pleasure to a female, i can only put it down to the tightness of a sissy girl, I held my breath as he placed the arrowhead against my cunt, he knew we were both ready but still he paused, waiting for the anticipation, The only lubrication came from his precum, gently he applied pressure and i slowly opened for him, I felt the arrowhead enter me, he paused yet again, allowing my cunt to close behind the rim, then slowly he fed the remaining seven inches of black cock into me, before he had time to pause again i began to ride him, forcing him deep inside me, withdrawing all of the way before plunging back down for my cunt to swallow the black rod,. I felt my orgasm rip through me seconds before he reached for my shoulders , I felt the first spurt of cum, followed by three more before he collapsed onto my back, He withdrew just as slowly as he entered , He turned, looking around for the box of tissues, I gripped his wrist stopping him,"I want to kiss you." smiling he lowered his head, I lowered mine but not to his lips, iI took his softening penis, still dripping cum and placed it deep in my mouth, He sighed,"No need for tissues" There was no rush, I watched him lean back and reach for his trousers, he pulled out a pack of cigarettes. "Do you mind if i smoke Cathy, I always smoke after i have fucked," although i haven't smoked for years i replied, "No, go ahead, in fact i think i will join you,"I poured another glass of wine, he declined ,We sat just chatting for ages Him still naked, He told me he was a businessman in Dover, he ran a disco bar, I jokingly said about all the young girls he must have there. He looked me straight in the eye, "Your so wrong Cathy, Yes they think they want black cock but none could be as good as we just had, thats why i come here looking for a mature sissy girl." "Was it that good Jacob", i asked, "Fuck yes Cathy, and your cocksucking is awesome," i smiled, "Yes , we never did finish that did we?" I noticed his penis stir, "I'm in no rush" he said, I clambered onto the bunk, "My choice this time Jason, Do me on top", "Oh you want a sixty nine? "No! thats not my thing , you face forward" He quickly sqatted on top of me, his penis just above my face, i took his ball sac in my mouth for a second time, swirling my tongue around them, Jason remembered and began to take the lead, leaning further forward he lowered his anus, My tongue soon found his rosebud , he opened and sucked my tongue inside, as i probed i could hear him groaning, not wanting to lose my reward i withdrew my tongue, I moved forward up the bunk,, telling Jason to lean forward, gripping his penis i bent it enough to take the full length in my mouth, the upward curve felt wonderful rubbing along the roof of my mouth, I could only lay still as jason as Jason began thrusting into my mouth, as i lay there a sudden shudder coursed through my body as another orgasm tore through me, I felt jason pause, his penis was at the back of my mouth, above me i could still see about two inches of black shaft, reaching up i clasped jason thighs, I felt the pressure increase at the back of my mouth , still clasping Jason thighs i pulled again, at the same time Jason bore down. I felt a pop at the back of my mouth and felt the arrowhead enter my throat, I heard a groan from Jason as spurt after spurt of cum was pumped into me, , Afterwards i sat and watched Jason get dressed, He offered me his card, i refused, "No names, No phone numbers Jason " i said, he gave that wiked smile and left, i lay on my bunk as i heard his car drive away, I thought "What a lovely gentleman", My throat felt a little sore so i finished the wine and lay back down, It was only minutes later that my cab rocked again, I hadn't heard another car, I looked up and saw the driver from the lorry behind hastily undoing his belt, "That fucking darky took his time, I thought he was never going to cum, Still, I'm here now, " I looked down, his penis looked bigger, Cathy xxxx