I was sat at the desktop PC, in the dining room, at home, alone, The wife, Alice, was at work and I had paperwork I needed to do as soon as possible, I was supposed to be sorting out my finances before passing them on to my accountant, a deadline of the weekend is all I had. A job I really hate doing with a vengeance. I can’t imagine a more mind numbing job that I have to do , thank god I only have to do it once a year. It was taking all my willpower to concentrate on the job in hand.
As frequently happens my mind begins to wander. I could think of a million better uses of my time.
After a couple of hours I took a break for a coffee. Giving myself 20 minutes before I would resume my tortuous task I really needed this comfort break. I drank my coffee and had a pee within a few minutes. As I’d set aside 20 minutes for my break I decided 10 minutes or so looking at my favourite porn sites wouldn’t present a problem. And might be a perfect use of the time I had allocated for my break from the dreaded job as I needed a distraction so that I could later refocus on what I should be concentrating on.
I quickly logged into Swinging Heaven and in another window opened a camera chat room. I was being very conscientious and looking at the clock every few minutes until…. I began reading a story about a crossdresser being caught by his wife (I’m a closet crossdresser myself and usually gravitate to such stories)
For some reason the checking of time remaining before I had to resume my accounts lapsed somewhat and suddenly realised that 30 mins had passed since my last check.

I was so engrossed in the story and (by changing windows) watching fellow crossdressers on cam. All thoughts of resuming my serious business of sorting my accounts went out of the window and I surrendered to the temptation of the porn on my PC.
I was gradually becoming very turned on and decided to properly enjoy this (extended) break from my spreadsheet. My blue tablets were close to hand and I washed down the viagra with the last few dregs of my coffee.
The temptation to dress up myself was growing and growing until it became an irresistible force. There was seemingly nothing in my willpower I could do to resist the thought of doning something from my secret collection of lingerie. Within a few minutes I resumed my position at the PC gently stroking my small cock through my panties (I was by now wearing Black fishnet stockings a burgundy bra, panty and suspender set). My erection (thanks to the viagra) was feeling great. I’m not especially well endowed….. ok it’s only 4” maximum. But I still enjoy the thrills it gives me when I’m edging. The getting close to cumming , then maintaining that sensation for as long as possible. Awesome feeling!
I was certainly enjoying all the triggers of feeling sexy, the visual porn on screen, the sexy stories, the sexy lingerie I was wearing, when all of a sudden I heard the front door open (not even a ring of the bell or a knock) and then
“Hello! anyone home?”
Oh shit! Wtf, I had no idea what to do or think
“Oh my god!” Was the next thing I heard, as Gemma, the cleaner my wife employed, walked into the dining room.
“Oh shit, I wasn’t expecting you until tomorrow!” I said as though that was a normal thing to say in the circumstance.
“No shit!! looks to me like you weren’t expecting anyone at all Mr N” said Gemma laughing aloud “care to explain what’s going on?”
The wife had given Gemma a key for when neither of us is around but the agreed day for cleaning was usually Thursdays, today being a Wednesday I felt safe dressing up.
“I’m waiting …” said Gemma, still laughing, expecting an explanation for my clothing (or lack of) and what was on the computer.
“Gemma I am so sorry I obviously wouldn’t have wanted you to see me like this, can I ask that you forget what you’ve seen , give me a couple of minutes to look respectable again and we can ideally pretend this never happened” I pleaded.
“I don’t think so Mr, Im enjoying this. I think I should take in what’s fully happening here!” Gemma interrupted “Let’s see what sort of porn you’re looking at, I bet Alice doesn’t know this is what you get up to when she’s at work!”
She proceeded to look through all the windows I had open, “interesting stories! You like looking at other sissy’s then! Oh my god that cock is huge!” Gemma laughed louder as she looked at mine “Not yours though, is that as big as it gets?” I nodded.
“So, what is this youve put in your search? What does Joi, Sph and Cei mean? “ asked Gemma
I dropped my head in shame.
“I don’t really know” (I lied) “I was trying to find out as I saw it mentioned somewhere“
I felt her hand slap my face “Don’t fucking lie to me you pervert. Tell me what it means”
I took a deep breath “ well JOI means jerk off instructions, it’s short for being told to play with yourself… “ I paused for probably longer than I should have. Another slap across my face as if to wake me up.
“SPH is short for small penis humiliation. “
Gemma interrupted “Hang on a minute you actively want someone to take the piss out of that pathetic excuse for a cock?”
Under my breath I whispered “yes”
“You are unbelievable!” Said Gemma in a voice that obviously amused by my explanation.
I was dreading the next part of having to explain the abbreviations

“And?” Gemma continued
“ er…. Well I uh. um well CEI is um… “
“Come on for gods sake spit it out” she interrupted again. Involuntarily I laughed “what’s so funny?
I explained “you definitely don’t spit it out, CEI stands for cum eating instructions”
“Oh …..My ….. God!!!! You are not serious! No! What? You are serious!!!! “ She laughed aloud. “You get off on swallowing your own jizz”
“Being made to swallow….being forced to eat it“ I explained
“I don’t actually enjoy it, I just crave the humiliation of being made to do it for a beautiful woman”
Gemma paused taking in everything that she had discovered about me.
“So…..I guess you must be loving me finding you dressed as a sissy, all your dreams come true! Well as I qualify as a beautiful woman , you’d better start wanking that baby dick and let me see you cum. do you cum in your hand, or in a glass, or off the floor” she asked
I gulped, “ Normally in a glass”
“Not today! I think from the floor would be much more humiliating for a sissy with a small cock …. You can’t really even call it a cock can you? A small clit that’s better, a pathetic sissy with a tiny clit”
I hung my head in shame and mumbled a yes
“Yes?” She yelled
“Yes Gemma” another slap on the face “ Yes Mistress Gemma”. I repeated correctly
Suddenly Gemma who hadn’t really stopped laughing at me since she arrived, burst out loud, she’d seen the pack of viagra next to the PC
“So, not only is your pathetic little clit so minuscule, but you can’t even make it hard without blue tablets”
All of her humiliating words were have the desired effect of turning me on and edging me closer to cumming
I think the situation was also having an effect on Gemma as well she was becoming fidgety and allowing herself an occasional rub over the top of her loose fitting skirt. Her nipples were also trying to force their way through the thin material of her blouse.
“Get on your knees in front of me, don’t stop rubbing your baby dick”
I did as I was told
I was shocked then as Gemma lifted the hem of her skirt to reveal her panties, her wetness had soaked into the front of her thong. She was obviously very turned on by this whole situation
She spoke one word “Lick”
Gemma put her hand on the back of my head and pulled me towards her,
The intoxicating aroma of her pussy was overpowering it was like a magnet for my tongue. After a minute or so of my licking the panties she pulled them to one side and forcibly thrust my head so that my tongue was in direct contact with her clit.
“Don’t stop Sissy” she whispered, by now, she was breathing very heavily.
Moments passed (I had by this point no concept of time so don’t ask me how long these moments lasted) then
“Oh my god! OH my god! OH! MY! GOD!!!!!!!!! “
Orgasm had well and truly engulfed Gemma.
At the same time I finally also came. My cum hitting the marbled floor in front of me.
Once Gemma had recovered she saw my mess on the floor,
“Well, What are you waiting for? Get your tongue down there and eat it” whilst I lowered my head Gemma’s fingers began playing with her soaking wet pussy, she was getting off again, this time by watching me humiliate myself for her. Having just licked her cunt to orgasm it had somehow sweetened the taste of my own cum. I lapped it up.
I looked up at Gemma. I have no idea how long she’d been holding her phone filming me, but I did know she was capturing the most dangerous damning evidence of what a depraved husband I was. I darent allow her to show it to Alice.
“Please Gemma, please destroy that video”
Shaking her head “I don’t think so, as long as you know that I have this I can get you to do whatever I want, whenever I want.
Now that you finished eating you had better get on with your tasks . First things first, you can begin by cleaning your house to the same standard you would expect me to do it, I’ll really enjoy watching you do all the work that you’re paying me to do. Oh and I think my rate has just doubled… unless of course you want Alice to see this video of you.”