At 58 my desire to be young again is at its height, I am longing for the days when I was back at the start of my long journey. I have started to hunger for the feel and taste of a hot hard cock more and more than ever before. I am married with little opportunity to sate my desires and want to be used as I was back in the good old days. In 1977 it was not a problem to be a slim teen boy with long hair and a girly look as the pop scene of the time seemed to have that look, I suppose it was this which made Bill notice me, Bill was the next door neighbour who up until a few years ago lived with his wife before she upped and left him for another guy. I never paid much attention to Bill as he was in his 40's and didn't have anything to do with us. This all changed one afternoon when Bill knocked on the front door. Now, this would not seem to be too much of an issue but I had been laying on my bed playing with myself wearing my sisters underwear and clothes. Now you see the problem! Bills knocking seemed to be impatient and very loud, which panicked me as quite clearly I was not 'dressed' to receive visitors. I grabbed my dressing gown and went to the door holding it around me. I opened the door and 'peered' around it, Bill said "I think you have a problem and I need to come in". I stood there as he pressed the door open and came into the hall, closing the door behind him. "What's the problem"? I asked Bill as he shut the door. He looked at me and said "I saw you wanking on your bed, you are wearing girls knickers and clothes; but most important I have a hard on because of watching you". I stood in silence and began to shake with fright, I felt my eyes 'well up' as I had been caught out and didn't know how to get out of this. Bill could see that I was absolutely 'shitting' myself and smiling told me "not to worry we can sort it out". "You obviously like dressing up and being a girl, plus you do look very horny in those sexy knickers; maybe you would like to be a girly for me as you got me all excited"? he said. He was not really asking but telling me as he moved closer to me and pulled the dressing gown open to see me in a skirt blouse and knickers. He slid his hands around my back and pushed me against the wall forcing his cock to me, I could feel that it was hard and he began to rub himself up and down me. He was now squeezing my arse with his hands and licking my neck as he 'asked' "are you going to be a good girl for me or am I going to tell your parents"? By now I was feeling both fright and oddly excitement and 'begging' him not to tell my parents. When his hand moved over my cock and started to rub it I got hard straight away. Bill was stroking my cock and telling me "everything was going to be ok as I was his good girl" Bill knew I was getting turned on and kept up his stroking of my cock and started to kiss me fully on the mouth. At this point I had never had even as much as a 'feel' of a girl and the first sex of any kind was now with a man who was using me as a girl. My real problem was that I could feel that it would not be long before I cum. I asked Bill to stop but he just kept on going telling me to "cum". It was at this point he dropped to his knees and took my cock in his mouth which made me cum. I tried to pull away but he grabbed my arse with both hands and sucked harder milking me into his mouth. When I had finished Bill stood and told me "it tasted so good and you will love tasting mine"! I knew that I was going to have to do the same for him. Bill said that I would need to come next door to his house but wanted me to keep the clothes on. He told me to get a change of clothes and my keys. I did as he told me and we went out of my house into his. He took me up to his bedroom and told me to lay on the bed and stroke myself like I was when he saw me earlier. Bill took off his clothes and climbed onto the bed with me under him. He was on all fours and started to rub his hard cock on me as he kissed and licked my neck and mouth, again he stroked my cock as he did this I got hard. I felt him pull me up and onto the edge of the bed and he put my hand around his cock stroking it up and down showing me how to wank him. Bill was standing in front of me watching me wank his cock when he said "now its your turn to taste me". With that he held my head and pulled it forward to his cock, his other hand was holding his hard cock and moved it to my lips pressing it between them telling me "suck it". I opened my mouth and he pushed the hard cock into it. It was so big I had to open very wide as he pulled it back and forth slowly getting it deeper in. I sucked on his cock and he held my head with both hands. It seemed like ages as I sucked on his hard cock as he told me "what a good girl you are". Bill told me he was going to cum soon and that I was to keep his cock in my mouth when he did asking if I understood what he said? I nodded but was very nervous. Shortly after this Bill began to force harder and started to tell me "I'm going to cum and you will love it". Then he started to 'grunt' and pushed harder into my mouth nearly choking me as he pumped the first shot of cum from his cock. He kept on pumping in my mouth and held me on him until he had stopped shooting his cum into me. I was sitting on his bed gasping for breath but so excited at what had just happened. My mouth was still full of Bill's cum and I was swallowing as best I could, the rest was dripping from my lips where I had gagged and coughed it out. Bill had a big smile and was telling me how good I was and that I would get much better with more practice. When I had calmed down Bill climbed back on the bed kneeling over me and licked and kissed his cum from my face telling me how we were going to do this all again tomorrow. But this time he would give me clothes to wear when I came to his house. The odd thing was that I could not wait to do it again and I loved it, overnight I had become Bill's girl sex toy and loved everything he done with me. I couldn't wait for the morning to come and waited for everyone to leave. I showered and dressed then was practically running around the corner to Bill's house. I knocked the door and he opened it with a big smile.

"You are an eager one, come in we're going to have so much fun today".