I was sat at my computer at home, alone. My wife, Carol, was at a friends house several miles away and said she would call me when it was time for me to pick her up. I therefore felt reasonably safe to indulge my porn watching habit... and my habit of wearing women’s underwear. I was quite engrossed, watching a sissy hypno video, lots of large cocks being licked and sucked by beautiful women whilst subliminal text messages flashed momentarily on the screen almost imperceptibly. I was hard in my pink panties. I like to edge for as long as possible and these videos are perfect material to wank my little cock to. I’ve long believed the hypno element was all hype. They had no effect on me (at least I’m pretty sure they had no effect on me). My plan for the rest of the day, at least until the wife called for her lift, was for more of this and maybe go on cam for a bit of humiliation resulting in receiving (that’s an appropriate word... just remove the first two letters and the last five) cei ( cum eat instructions) from a beautiful woman on a chat site. That was the plan, however best laid plans came crashing down around me when I heard the sound of a car pulling onto the drive. Sod it! Shit, fucking Shit!!! The wife had been given a lift home and was saying goodbye to her friend. In a mad panic I collected all the incriminating evidence of my misbehaving, rushed upstairs, hurriedly removed my bra panties suspender belt and fishnet stockings and changed into the male clothes I’d been wearing previously. “Hi honey I’m home “ I heard from downstairs “I thought you were going to call for a lift” I shouted in reply “Chris had a dental appointment and was heading this way so she said it made no sense to call you for a lift as she could easily drop me off” “Ok no problem”I lied, “I’ll be down shortly” I called down the stairs, hoping that I sounded as normal as possible. Everything was quiet as I descended the stairs about 5 minutes later, I walked into the lounge, Carol was sat at the PC seemingly engrossed with.... oh shit!! I hadn’t turned off the video. She was sat watching gorgeous naked women giving blow jobs to huge erections. I backed out of the room silently as Carol, oblivious to my presence continued watching. From the hallway I observed my wife in awe of the large cocks on screen. Maybe now would be a good point to tell you about my wife & I. We are both in our early 60s both of us could lose some weight (ok...maybe a lot of weight). Carol has gorgeous tits (40gg) she’s got a wonderful smile. She’s a bit vanilla re sex she enjoys it when we have sex but it’s not that often these days. I can’t imagine she’d ever be unfaithful but are we ever really certain? We’ve never really been that adventurous over the years we’ve been together and I know for certain it would be instant divorce if she realised I was a crossdresser. To the very best of my knowledge she’s never watched any porn, she generally ignores sensual scenes on TV or in a movie. She did start to read the 50 shades book but soon lost interest, saying it was really badly written. So it’s a shock to be honest that she didn’t summon me immediately to explain the porn on the PC. Seeing her so engrossed. I can only assume it’s the sizes of the cocks that’s taken her interest. I notice her right hand has nestled into her crotch and she’s gently rubbing herself. It then dawned on me that she’s probably totally unaware of the subliminal texts that she wouldn’t notice as she’s concentrating so much on the ‘other’ things on the screen The messages that she would unconsciously be absorbing would be things like “you crave cock” “you are hungry for long hard cock” “ suck cock” etc. OMG ! I wondered what effect the messages might have on her. It didn’t take long for an orgasm to engulf Carol. I really wasn’t sure how to handle this, I darent walk in on her. I decided this might end badly for me with questions about what I’d been watching so I thought it might be best to creep back upstairs and then make a lot of noise as I descended the stairs again giving Chris the opportunity to make herself presentable. When I entered the lounge the PC was turned off Carol had departed and was in the kitchen. She obviously looked a little red in the face but she did her best to pretend nothing was amiss. I suppose she felt more guilt for her own wank over any anger regarding what I might have been doing. Thank god she had no idea about the cross dressing side of things. There wasn’t even a mention about the porn on the PC. I must admit I was really confused now. A week or so later I was woken in the middle of the night by Carol talking in her sleep she was saying things like “crave hard cock” “hungry for throbbing cock” “huge erections” and “massive cock” all the subliminal texts that had been inserted into the video she’d been watching. The messages obviously had reached her subconscious. The next morning she was so horny and we had sex, her fanny was hot and soaking wet. she’s normally quite reserved and quiet when we “make love” but this was just sex. She was talking and encouraging me throughout though at one point I think she forgot herself when she said “ Fuck me harder big boy, god I wish you were even bigger” I’m not even sure she’d remember saying it I don’t think it was a conscious thought but from somewhere much deeper. Still nothing was said about the porn. I went shopping a day or so later (food shop, nothing exciting) had to go alone due to COVID restrictions at the supermarket. When I got home Carol (looking a little flushed) was just finishing up on the PC and said “I’ll give you a hand bringing the shopping in” she didn’t fully log out of the computer (there was a program still running and windows was asking for the program to be shut down). After bringing in the shopping she forgot about the computer and started cooking in the kitchen. When opportunity presented itself I had a look at what she’d been doing. To my surprise she’d bookmarked the video that I’d been watching Checking the web browser history I saw that she’d visited the video several times i also found that she’d searched for loads of sites with huge cocks. And .... oh shit “Small cocked sissy husband” and topics like “he wears my panties” and” cocksucking crossdresser” Shit shit shit!!! She knew! “So when were you going to tell me about your Sissy side?” I turned around and saw Carol hands on hips with a very satisfied look on her face. “Did you really think I didn’t know you raided the laundry basket for my underwear? Did you think I didn’t know of your porn preferences? You really have been careless covering your tracks.” My head hung in shame. “I need to thank you for that latest video of the big cocks, it was such a turn on, I haven’t stopped thinking about how inadequate your tiny cock is and how I crave something much bigger” Carol confessed. “I can explain that” I interrupted “Don’t interrupt me when I’m humiliating you” “I’m sorry but I can explain the cravings” “Explain!” I proceeded to tell her about the Hypnosis video and how her cravings were a result of watching it over and over. “Wait a minute” she interrupted “you willingly watched that knowing it would force you to become a cocksucker...a huge, cock, sucker” I told her I didn’t think they worked. She laughed! “I bet if there was a massive cock in front of you now you’d be craving it in your mouth” Carol teased. “I should be mad at you for being responsible for my new found cravings for long hard throbbing cock but I have to be honest I love it. It’s opened up a whole new world for me. Thanks to you I’ve been experiencing the thrill of sucking and fucking huge cocks. Not pathetic excuses like yours. Several colleagues at work have enjoyed the new slut I’ve become.” With that there was a knock at the door. “That’ll be Dave” (Dave is Chris’ husband) He’s my next conquest. Chris has always said how huge his cock is. Until now I’ve never been bothered but... it’d be a shame not to experience his 9 inches. After you let him in, go upstairs and change into you sexiest lingerie and come back down here. “But...” I was cut off before I could utter another syllable “If you want to salvage anything from this marriage you will do exactly as I tell you, understand?” I hung my head. Opened the door to Dave, said Hi and disappeared up the stairs. My mind was trying to process what was happening, nothing seemed to make sense and yet I was doing what I’d been told. I got my sluttiest lingerie from its hiding place pulled the stockings up my legs, attached them to the red suspenders belt pulled up my black and red thong covering my excuse for a cock, and put on my red Babydoll. I know for a fact that I looked pathetic but knew I had no option. I had no idea if Dave had been told what to expect, He and I had been drinking buddies for years. Never in a million years would he have ever thought that he’d see me dressed like this, never would I have dreamt this nightmare scenario where one of my best mates would be fucking my wife and being sucked by her. Never would I have wanted to be seen dressed as I was especially by such a close friend I opened the bedroom door and crept tentatively down the stairs. I could hear Carol and David obviously being intimate. I stood by the door to the lounge. Carol was on her knees with her head going back and forth lovingly devouring Dave’s 9” erection. As I watched I swear I could see the subliminal flickering of text suggestions “you crave cock” “suck it sissy” etc but this was real and was happening to my wife. And it was happening to me, I felt an overwhelming desire to join my wife on my knees and worship Dave’s magnificent cock. It was at this point they noticed me in the room. Dave simply burst out laughing, uncontrollably laughing “What the fuck man? You pathetic fucking sissy!!!” Carol added “you see what I’ve got to put up with, now you can see why I need a real man! He’s even told me he wants to suck your cock!” Dave recovered from his fit of laughter grabbed carols head and placed her mouth again on its cock sucking duties. He looked back at me with an amused smile. “ come on then sissy get your mouth over here and share this my cock with your wife” I slowly stepped forward before dropping to my knees Carol stopped sucking and pointed Dave’s tool at my face. I had no reservations I opened my mouth and took over the sucking duties. I was obsessed, I utterly and completely craved Dave’s 9” cock. The taste of precum was intoxicating. Whilst I was engaged in my cocksucking duties, behind me Carol stripped naked. She sat on the sofa, spread her legs wider than I’ve ever seen, Dave removed his cock from my mouth. He pushed her legs onto his shoulders and penetrated her hot cunt. His slow pace changed to thrusting and pounding. Carol was in heaven. I was also, playing with my pathetic 4” which was leaking excessive amounts of precum. With a loud grunt Dave finally orgasmed inside Carol. He grabbed my head, thrust his erection into my mouth for me to clean up. And then removed me his cock from my lips and forced me to eat his cum from my wife’s well used cunt. The taste of his cum on my tongue sent me over the top and I ejaculated on the floor. Dave slapped my panty clad ass saying. “Lick up your own cum as well sissy, I can see the 3 of us are going to have lots of fun”