Back in the day I always knew I was bi but I tried to hide it , I was married with 2 kids , good job but I was drawn to grabbing at anything to feed my itch . I used to frequent 2 “cottage” park toilets , they stunk of piss , I would wank off reading the stories in the loo walls , then one day a old man flashed me his cock , he said touch it , with a nervous hand it was warm , he said let’s see your cock , I was erect , I wanked me for a minute or so , then I got spooked and left , the 1st time I was wanked off was in a park toilet , a young man , he had a fast wanking hand and I came with 2 spurts , I said thank you , I was then filled with disgust , what the fuck was I doing . The feelings would creep up on my , having sex with my wife I would imaging it was a man sucking me off or I was fucking a man in all 4s. I was in denial , I was still attracted to woman but I craved muscular men . I went to Nottingham on a course stayed overnight , I knew there was a gay sauna close by , it wasn’t what I expected , very clean , professionally run , there were lots of like minded men all shapes and sizes , there was also a CD all dressed up ready to play. I got chatting to a Indian guy , then out of the blue he said shall we find a private room , he had a good size cock , I sucked him then we got on the bed in the 69 position , I could feel his warm mouth on my dick , I was loving the experience he even tickled my arse hole , I said I’m going to cum , with a tighter grip , he sucked harder and I came with a shudder , with a mmmm he swallowed me , this kicked him off , I gagged and spluttered his come went everywhere. It was a nicer experience , we shared a shower , back in my hotel room i wanked myself silly thinking of what had happened. In life there are dates you never forget for me it was July 14th 2015 , I had been chatting to a guy online , he invited me to his house , that was the date I was fucked for the 1st time by a man , we kissed , sucked , played and then he said could he fuck me , I told him it was my 1st time , he had lube , and was very gentle, he fucked me from the spooning position , it felt different , once my arse was relaxed , if didn’t feel that bad , more lube and he fucked me hard from the doggy position , I was wanking my dick as he fucked me , he called me his slut which I liked , he said where do u want his cum , I said on my chest , he pulled out , pulled off the condom and wanked until he spunked in my chest , still hard he pushed my legs back and entered me again , telling me to wank off , looking into his eyes I came with him still pounding my arse. Hearts beating we cuddled , we showered together and I sucked in off in the shower. I am still married ,I have a secret life , I am bi and I am discreet, my latest conquest is Dave or should I say “Debbie” he is a cross dresser ( with a big dick ) we met in a chat room , I have never had fun with Dave , only Debbie , sucking a cock in a frock is another box I have ticked. Being Bi can be a head fuck , you have to be happy with yourself , then have some fun.