I am Charlie , I am engaged but before the lockdown in March i have been having a bi gay female fling with my new curious buddy . To cut a long story short , we met at a bar on a girly night out , we had a kiss when no one was looking , we swapped numbers and i met up in Teresa’s house for a afternoon of girl on exploration, plenty of kissing , carressing , nipple sucking , licking , fingering , mind blowing , it was everything i wanted and more , my orgams were so strong i thought i was going to blackout. Because it was harmless girly fun i convinced myself i wasnt realy cheating because it was with a woman . But that all changed , we were having fun and she intoduced me to strap on fun , she showed me her lady toys and she had a black thick strap on , i was in a frenzy i begged her to fuck me like a slut , with me on all 4s she juiced up my pussy and then inch by inch she penetrated my pussy fucking me deep and hard , my pussy was on fire , we changed positions i wanted to straddle T cock , i was bouncing up and down , was sucking my tits . Then it was my turn to wear the strap on i felt masterful, fucking her tight hole , a few spanks from my hand added to the crazyness . Then she sucked her juices from the plastic dick. Strap on fucking has taken our fun to another level , but now i feel i am cheating because i have fucked and been fucked with a dick even though it’s not real. What do i do , tell my fiancé or say fuck all and enjoy the ride , i love being a lesbian fuck slut its harmless fun - its exciting , do i stop or keep it my dirty secret. Since the lockdown we have been sharing phone moments , I can’t wait to see her again ...........help my head is fucked