I am a vanilla mum , I have sexy thoughts and I have to be pushed to take the lead. I blame my catholic up bringing , I only started masturbating when I was on my mid teens , I always thought it was dirty and I confessed my sins in confession. I was in my 20s when I had my 1st real boyfriend , with his patience he coached me to pull him off , seeing a erect penis was fascinating and see one ejaculate was wow. Ken was the first guy to see my pussy and to give me a orgasm with his magic fingers . I loved receiving oral but I found giving difficult , I wanted him to come in my mouth it made me choke. When I got married , I was pregnant inside 12 months , I still had my reservations about sex , then something totally out of my pathway , I had an affair with a married man ( Joe ) he was sexy , funny , attractive and the more I stayed away from him the more my body ached for him . It was a kiss and I was gone , but Joe liked to play sexy games to see if I would play. In a bar he told me to go to the toilet and remove my panties and bring them back to him , wearing a summer dressed I was convinced people could see my pussy , I did it and with them in his clenched fist he sniffed then infront of me , in the carpark he told me to suck him off , it was so exciting . Sex was on another level and he showed me pornography . Sex was a new awakening, my guilt about the affair was overwhelming. I am still married , my affair is one skeleton that must be kept hidden. I have been thinking about sharing our bed with a woman , 2 hungry ladies all over my man but I want the woman to seduce me , I’m sure if I suggest it my husband would jump at the chance ? Would he be as keen if it was another man. I’m getting ahead of my self , a woman sound exciting and daring. Sorry this isn’t a over sexy story , I just wanted to share .........thank you 💋