My story is no different to most people. Normal 41 year old man who discovered sensuality, passion and a burring desire for more connection without limitations in sexual encounters. I have always been open-minded when it comes to sex and have always put the desires of my partners first. This was great for them and also gave me a reputation of a man that knows how to have amazing sex with. Now, having a 8-inch cock and a fairly good body helped. However, I still had to many mental blockages regarding sex (what's acceptable and what is not) . Over 15 years ago, I went on a Tantric retreat in Spain. It was nothing like in the movies or what my creative mind could famine. I though hard on orgies and passionate moments with members. This does come eventually, but first there was some issues to address within myself. Let go of restrictions and put yourself first. Self-Love, Self-care and Self-application had to be addressed. Breathing techniques and mind-focus with relaxation was in the retreat schedule. I said to myself...Fuck it, lets embrace this experience. Well It blew my mind. On day 3 I felt really relaxed, aroused and confident with myself. Later that day we had a blindfolded, group touch/massage session and let me tell you... Supernova of my sex drive and a ecstasy rush over took myself. I let go of everything and enjoyed this simple session. A few people in the group men and woman including myself, chatted and made arrangements to meet later that evening and have some fun. It was clear everyone was in supernova sex drive mode after the touch/massage session. It was a warm night and my room was very big with enough room to spare and with a private balcony which I left open for the cool night air to move around the room. Candles everywhere with loads of pillows around the room. My nerves was shot, so I had a joint with 3-people outside. The lady I had a smoke with moved closer to me and started kissing me and we started exploring each others bodies. The guy stared kissing me at the back of my neck (my weak spot) and his hands stared sliding down my body. Slowly we started getting undressed and joined the group in my room. Which was already getting busy with some sensual fun. I was lying on the floor in between the others and I closed my eyes and enjoyed every moment of it. Men and woman's bodies flowing over each other and kissing, licking and sucking was on auto pilot. There is nothing more exciting to just be consumed by passion and desire. I had a lady squat on my face and I stared eating her most pussy and my hands was all over her. The next thing I felt was my cock being sucked and who ever was down there started exploring my ass and rimmed me while I was eating this ladies pussy. I wanted more. My hands was over all the bodies around me and theirs on my body . Hot is not hot enough to describe this feeling. This lady came on my face and them moved down to sit on my cock. The person rimming me and sucking my cock was a guy and he stared eating the woman's pussy sitting on my cock. Licking and playing with her pussy and my cock, balls and ass. I opened my eyes to make sure this was happening and it was hot. The guy was being fucked by another guy who was sucking another's mans cock. Fucken awesome . We moved and there was no stopping the natural flow of passion, desire and fantasy. As I slithered over the other bodies, my cock rubbing over them and It was becoming more intense. I stopped at a guy with a amazing ass arched waiting. I started rimming him as he was on all fours. I pushed my cock into his tight hole grabbing onto his ass. Another guy came over and stood over his back with his cock facing me. I was glad to suck that cock and it got better... Next thing as I was fucking the one guy, sucking another. I felt my ass being rimmed again. Next thing this guy shoved his cock in my ass while I was fucking the other guy and sucking another... There is no words to describe the freedom and ecstasy I felt. This went on for a while and I loved every min of it. After a good while, I needed a smoke break and moved back to the patio naked. There was 3-people having a smoke and the kissing, sucking, fucking continued ... From one enjoyment to another it went. The one lady smiled at me and turned around standing with her hands on the rail. I was still hard and in no rush to cum. So, I explored her body and she guided my cock into her ass. My hands sliding all over her body and tits. Another guy started sliding his hands over my back and he slowly shoved his cock in my ass.... This was amazing and went on for a while. I pulled out of the woman's ass and shoved my cock into her dripping wet pussy while this guy was fucking me... She moaned and stared a loud orgasm. It was hot and then the party went back inside for me. This went on for hours and every min and every action was natural and extremely hot. I licked pussy while it was being fucked by others, I fucked pussy and ass all night long. I got fucked, rimmed and sucked by men and woman. I loved hot cum from men and woman... I just loved every min of it. Tantra or Tantric sex, Tantric Massage is powerful and erotic stuff. It is a spiritual practice in many ways and I wanted to learn more. Over the span of 15-years I went on more retreats and training programs as I wanted to become a tantric teacher and therapist. As I always believed in alternative solutions to a better life. I want more fun and more engagements with others and if ever you want to have fun.... Let me know. You have one life to live, so make it count and have fun...