I have a story to share , the names have changed , this happened a few summers a go I'm 31 I have got a really good job so normally behave myself. My name is Sandy I'm size 12 , 5ft7, 34C and shoulder length blonde hair and told attractive. I am divorced because my ex hubby couldn’t keep his cock in his pants - bastard cheated on me. I was invited out on a girls night out with the girls from work. We went into a few pubs one of my work colleagues introduced me to her friend Sian who I hit it off with straight away Sian was older than me 33 5ft4 bigger breasted than me. I spent most of the night talking to Sian and for some strange reason felt some connection with her. We ended up away from the group in the corner of the beer garden and Sian became quite tactile and we shared a long lingering kiss which confused me at first and I backed away even though I really enjoyed the kiss and felt the chemistry between us. I rejoined the group feeling aroused and confused and sharing eye contact with Sian I said my goodbyes and caught Sians eye and hoped she would follow. I waited outside and Sian came rushing out and guided me round the corner and kissed me for what seemed ages and held me nibbling my kneck and totally exciting me. She said “do you want to come back to my place for some fun” I said I have never done anything like this before, she said come back with me , it will be fun . We got a taxi back to Sians I was so horny in the house we were kissing passionately and undressing each other. I spent ages nibbling and sucking her aroused amazing nipples and listening to her groan. Sian started to slowly tease my nipples with her tongue and probing my wet pussy with her fingers and gently massaging my clit which gave me the most amazing orgasm. She then started to slowly lick my pussy which took me into a real shuddering orgasm that no man had ever done before I was just screaming her name like an absolute sex craved slut god Sian had really opened my eyes. We lay in the 69 licking and sucking each other bringing each other off to loud erotic orgasms that were like spasms through my body. I lay in her arms kissing her nibbling her breasts . The night was really special with Sian spooning me and exciting me further teaching me how to grind our wet excited pussies to even more orgasms. I am so confused no I have seen her several times since and love every moment together have I crossed over on to the lesbian side? Let’s fast forward to this pandemic, it’s been so hard because we are not in the same “bubble” we did have Zoom fun watching each other masturbate was hot , a new one I watched her push her “trusty dildo” in and out of her pussy and arse hole , we had never tried anal , I can’t wait to try. All this time being separated has made think , I have been watch lots of porn , more lesbian than normal stuff , I am craving to meet other women , my fantasy is a 3 or a 4some with likeminded women. But last week I was watching normal porn with big dicked men and I came multiple times . My head is minced , sex gives me a all over buzz wether it’s with a man or a woman. What do I do ?