What do I do ? Why did I do it ? My ex girl friend was getting married in May but because of the coronavirus the date is on hold until we get back to normal , whenever that is . I dated Jo on and off for a few years we had one of those can’t commit relationships, fun and go with the flow. Her friends and family were pushy as fuck but we still had some great memories, one thing we were definitely happy with was our sex life , we loved to experiment, lusting after each other , our sexual communications were always good , we both shared each other’s likes and dislikes and fantasies. We loved sex out doors and Jo got a thrill about being caught , cheeky quick blow jobs and quickie fucks were always so intense and very satisfying. Sadly our sex life couldn’t save our relationship we split up on good terms , I got a job working and commuting to London. I had a few girl friends then I started seeing one of Jos work friends. We are all adults and we move on the only down side to that was Katie wasnt very adventurous in bed , she was a stunner and I thought I had won the lottery when we starting going out with each other , but she never initiated sex , and when it was on the cards it was missionary position , no foreplay and when I asked for a blow job and I would return the favour she screwed her face up in disgust. Then I heard Jo was getting married , I was chuffed for her , her fiancé Jake , I had met a few times , I did think he was a lucky bastard because Jo wasn’t shy in bed. Here is my issue I bumped into Jo in January, she was sorting out her hen night and booking her wedding flowers , she looked stressed out , I asked if she wanted a coffee. We chatted , spoke about our time together we laughed, I told her that Jake was a lucky man , she asked me how thing were with Katie , I said she’s not you which made her blush. Then Jo said she was going on a work course in Hammersmith London I chanced my arm and said I was working in South Kensington , I said if you fancy a drink phone me. She said maybe , I left it at that , I was in work when I got a message - Jo was in London , she said her course was finishing early if I fancied a catch up and a drink. I sent a 👍 back , she gave me the address of her hotel , I was looking forward to seeing Jo , I met her outside the hotel we went to a wine bar , the drinks flowed and she was letting her guard down , I said I missed her , I said I missed our sexy time which made her laugh. Then I felt a twat , trying it on with another mans fiancé, but the drink was giving me the horn. We moved on to another bar but on our way there Jo said she needed to pee , we walked down a alleyway next to a abandoned building the fence was open I helped her thru and she squatted behind a wall , it was the drink she made herself presentable and walked over to me , I moved in for a kiss , she pushed me away saying no , I said we shouldn’t of met up , I said I bet Jake doesn’t know she was meeting me in London. I pushed my luck saying it will be like old times , outside fun , one for old times sake , I moved in again expecting another no , but no this time she responded to my kiss , we snogged full on , hand were every where , she made a grab for my dick , I reached under her skirt and my hand and fingers found her pissy panties , I said I want to taste you, She pulled up her skirt up to her hips , panties pulled to one side I was on my knees as my mouth found her wet pussy , she was grinding her pussy into my mouth , it was frantic and hot , she said I want your cock she bent over with my dick in her mouth , she sucked , her head bobbed on my dick , I said I wanted to fuck her , she took her knickers off giving them to me , then bent over I fucked her hard , she told me to slap her arse as I fucked her , I grabbed her hair pulling it as I thrusted , she loved this , she said she missed my dick , I told her I was getting ready to cum she said I want your load in my mouth. She sucked and without warning I came in her mouth , she loved it . I got on my knees , licking her pussy as I fingered her pussy to a orgasm , she came hard. We kissed , sorted ourselves out and made our way out . We walked to a pub , she went to the loo and I got the drinks in , she came back from the loo looking stunning , we enjoyed each other’s company , I walked her back to her hotel then I said my goodbyes. I quick peck on the cheek. I went back to my B & B she messaged me saying you have my panties , I said I would be sniffing and wanking with them tonight , she said think of me. Guilt hit me like a ton of bricks , the only 2 people who knew was me & Jo. She did send me a message saying “thanks for the trip down memory lane” Then the virus and the lockdown hit the country , their wedding was postponed, no further contact , we’ll last week I bumped into Jo in town , with our masks and social distancing we chatted with muffled banter , the Jo said she was going to check on her Uncles flat , who was stuck in France , she said if you want a meet up phone me ........... That’s were I am , I know it was wrong for us to fuck on London and I know if I meet her we will end up in bed. Do I see her and we can have fun behind he fiancés back , or do I say London was wrong and a mistake. Any help please .