Please don’t judge me but I am having an affair , I have been married for 5 years , but my libido was never the same as my husbands , then I met Billy at work , he gave me compliments , then he took me out for a drink next thing we were having sex in his car he was patient with me showing how to wank him off , oral giving and receiving, I even played with myself infront of him , I even swallowed his sperm . I even had a “brazillian”to make my private pubes look less 1970s. What is happening to me , my marriage is a sham and I’m trying cheap thrills to get a spark in my life, Billy only wanted no holds sex , love it or leave it , I need to get my priorities sorted and quick