I have been married for 8 years , and the CEO of a haulage company , but my secret is I love cock , I like to me used and I will serve my big cock masters . I hold my hand up I am not well endowed, 4 1/2 maybe 5 “ on a good day , with the help of the blue tablet and poppers , I was away on business 4 years ago and I googled sex saunas , I found one , made a phone call and the next thing I was at the address , and walking around all types of men and all sizes of cock , gay porn on the TVs , and couples actively wanking and some sucking. I was so turned on , so much I could almost hear my heart beating , I looked over to a middle aged guy , stocky short hair , tattoos , he had his dick out wanking , he looked at me and made a cock sucking gesture , he pointed to a private room , in the room , we kissed , his dick was enormous and thick , he grabbed mine but didn’t say anything , he sucked me first taking my cock and balls in his mouth , I wanted his big dick in my mouth , it was a whopper , bellend in then slowly taking as much as I could he told me to rub his balls as I sucked him , he put his hands on my head and started fucking my mouth , then pulling it out and slapping my face with his hard dick , telling me to look into his eyes as I sucked him , my jaw was aching as I sucked him and with out warning he came in my mouth I gagged and spluttered , my eyes were stinging , once I gained my composure he told me to clean him up with my mouth . Another kiss and he was gone and I was hooked , I always dabbled out of town especially sex saunas , then it was dogging areas and then meet ups on line. My dogging story was good , it was a couple , she was very assertive and got off watching her fella with another man , he had a big dick and she had a dildo in her bag . She laughed at my small dick but he did still suck me off , I took my time sucking him off as she fucked herself and ordered me to clean it , he was the first man to fuck me , as he fucked me I had to lick her pussy he came in my arse. I had a regular John from Leeds , he was fun John on the phone Jennie at his house , he was a CD and fucking sexy , she loved role play and loved to fuck my arse and mouth with , Jennie was a good 8” and a heavy cummer , very vocal and I would have to call her Miss Jennie , she would spank me and always finished off wanking in my mouth and on my face. So yes I may have a diddler for a dick , but I’m still having fun and being served by big cocks and I love it