A little background to my diary. I am 47 and the wife has just turned 50. Ever since the kids were born 20 years ago i suppose i have allowed our sex life to drift. I suppose we have let ourselves drift as well. When we meet she was a hot 12/14, big boobs and almost all i could want. Now she is a size 22, still lovely. I was a waist 32 and fit, now waist 38 and not as fit. Sex has been somewhere between 4 and 12 times a year, as an average over the last 20 years. I work nights for a supermarket and she works part time at a DIY centre. I am not going to apportion blame because i think that gets us nowhere. I have not been a good boy, even before we got married. More if you want to know. Will fashion my diary based on comments. I decided today 25.02.18 to see if i could improve our sex life, maybe get her more interested. We have not had sex yet this year. As a fantasy i would love her to join this lifestyle and be as naughty as myself. As a more realistic goal to get her having sex with me more often. So today, the kids were in their rooms. It was about 0915. I was checking my emails and looking at naughty sites and Mrs. H was on her tablet playing some pointless game. I went round to her and said would you like me to kiss you all over? No. She was in her dressing gown. I tried to kiss her and she dipped her head so i could not get at her. i knelt and started kissing her bare leg. Get off, i do not put you off when your playing your game! I said i do not mind if you do. Instead of going back to my computer like i normally would, i started to unzip my trousers. Stop it she said. Instead of stopping i got my cock out and began to wank. She carried on playing her game. I was very excited and wanked my cock hard and fast. I think i heard her tut as i stood in front of her wanking. She carried on playing her game and in front of her i shot my load into my hand. I said would you like some, err she said. No. Shall i smear it over you? Urggh No. I stood up and went and washed my handful of spunk down the kitchen sink. I then thought fuck this and went and did some gardening. Its bloody cold but sunny. When i came back in i thought i would start this blog, diary. Please let me know what you think. Also feel free to ask questions or suggest what you would like to know about. Also if you think i should post this diary, blog elsewhere feel free to suggest, my profiles Hilary257.