Jacqui and I have always had a very open and honest relationship but she revealed a long time secret to me on Saturday night. Jacqui has had a lot of lovers in our time together but for reasons best known to herself had kept the one im writing about now from me probably because she had a full on emotional relationship with him just before we met and knew I wouldn't approve as she had admitted he was the "one who got away" in her life. So she had mentioned him to me when we first discussed this lifestyle but because of her relationship with him before we met i had ruled him out as a possibility as frankly I was wary of him and her feelings towards him. Jacqui was really disappointed but had accepted, or so I thought that he wouldn't be revisiting her even if it was to be just for sex. So other guys had enjoyed her over the years but she now admits he was always on the scene and that she had a sexual and romantic relationship with him while we were together mostly spending time with him at a friend's flat while telling me she was seeing a guy she worked with. This confession has caused problems between us for obvious trust reasons but although I hated admitting it to her my cock standing upright told her I was also exited. Over the following couple of days she told me how he had fucked her in various locations mostly at his friend's flat, who had also fucked her in return for the use of his flat. I find this situation very difficult to deal with not least because he is now back in our hometown and wanting to renew his relationship with her purely on a physical basis. Jacqui wants to see him again and im going to find it difficult refusing her as despite myself I find it highly erotic knowing how well hes fucked her before. So I've initially agreed to her seeing him with absolute full details and disclosure to me provided this lockdown finishes in early December. Hopefully I won't live to regret it but my cock is currently ruling my head!