Right back at the beginning, if you've been following from there, a young 23 year old had dared herself to uncover a little of what she'd been wanting to discover for quite some time. You'll also remember the partner, the crap bf that she put up with; she had to, in a way. He was father of the offspring that they'd had. The story had begun in very early January. It was now June and she'd been talking about the possibility of meeting up. Potential meets halfq way had met with problems, and she felt confident enough to want to see the reality of what all the talking had been about. She'd told loads about herself, and about being bi, too. But, quite rightly, she still had reticence about safety;her safety and what would happen. "Sir, this sub really wants to visit, Sir. Sir, it has a few issues that it must sort out with You, if it pleases You, Sir?" " Certainly, wild. What worries you? " "Sir it's about this subs shape Sir. Sir with having children, even though it goes to the gym three times a week, it still hasn't quite reached its goal of being a really flat belly again, Sir." I smiled as I read the words. If I had a pound for every time I'd read, heard, talked about how a female feels about her body shape, I'd be a rich man. But, I knew, every time that a reaction is needed, there is an underlying searching for reassurance that I don't see it as a deal breaker. I don't. understand the physical changes and the challenges of working damned hard to look how a woman wants to look again. Building that confidence back inside herself. Knowing that she's accepted, without comment. "wild, you tell Me frequently that you're going to the gym. W/we talk about what you're working on and what you've achieved. I know your past. you've explained about the children and you're accepted. you are not reduced in any way because of what's happened . Remember, this is more to do with what's inside your head." " Sir, yes Sir. Sir, but this sub wants to feel that you won't feel let down by how it looks, Sir. " "wild...I'm not like your bf. I totally understand that you have feelings about the way you look. When you've modelled your outfits for clubbing nights, there's no way that anything looks different. you work out hard. you're praised for your determination." " Sir, thank You Sir. Sir, it's just that will Your property have to be naked when it's with You, if it pleases You, Sir? " I knew that that was possibly going to be a worry. Not only a worry, but that it would build in her mind. It would be frivolous, and insensitive, to suggest that she was making a mountain out of a mole hill! But I'm not her and she wouldn't play, if her confidence were dented! Ever! "My property is very aware that there are garments that she may wish to explore, try on and see how she looks. I would like to inspect you, wild, whilst naked and remark on how well you prepare and keep yourself looking. Because of what you've said, I'm happy to forego such a position, and wait until some other occasion when you might feel more comfortable. After all, this is another huge step in your personal discovery." " Sir, Your words make this sub feel much more comfortable about herself Sir. Sir, there's another thing, Sir. " "Go on, wild." There was an uneasy pause. i wondered what was coming. "Sir, it's kind of two things, Sir. Sir, will You expect Your property to speak like it writes, if it pleases You, Sir?" "Yes, wild." I knew that she would panic at the thought. " Sir, this sub would find that so hard, Sir. Sir, it worries that it will go wrong again like when writing, Sir. " "Then W/we can work on it before you visit, wild. I'll call you and you can try speaking like you've been writing." "Sir, that's so hard to do Sir." " i realise that it is, wild. So the first call I make will be just one minute long...and then it's over. Some of that time will be Me talking too, so your speaking time will be less than the minute. Because it's going to be the first time you've experienced such a thing, I'll help, like I always do. I want you to succeed, not fail, wild. I want you to feel confident, so I help to get you there. " "Sir, you make loads of sense Sir." "Thank you, wild. Was there something else worrying you?" " Sir, this sub wonders what will happen, when it visits You Sir. " "wild, remember, this isn't just about Me. It's about you finding out what you want to discover. So, think about what you want to try, and tell Me, so that can get things ready. " On previous occasions we'd talked about gear that I had and what it was like. Talking about something and actually trying it, are two very different things, so if she was thinking sensibly then handling and trying things on might well be what she would go for, and she did suggest that in a subsequent chat The phone call...and others...went well. Like everything else, she tried and made progress. She was so genuinely wanting everything. The day arrived for the visit. I'd set things out upstairs; bed with its fitted leather base sheet and pillowcases, chains shackled in various places, cold and black. Large eyelets screwed into a door frame at head height and ankle level, some items to wear laid on the bed and individual leather wrist and ankle cuffs. I had already explained that she wouldn't have cuffs linked together until she felt that she really trusted. It was almost like starting over again, like the conversations, only this time it was the practical reality. To say that she arrived like a shaking leaf, wouldn't be too far wrong, but it was more than expected. She was dressed very smartly in a lightweight cotton jacket, white satin sleeveless top and leather pants. She'd put her black hair into a single braid, and draped it over a shoulder. We chatted over a drink and her language use improved yet again. The moment of truth arrived. Reassuring her that she wouldn't have to strip in front of me, I led her upstairs. The intake of breath as her eyes met the scene, told me of her mixture of surprise and excitement. I showed and handed items for her to get a feel for. I asked if she wanted to try anything on, like a corset and bralette and very short micro mini skirt, but pointed out other items too. She was a touch overwhelmed at the array, but decided on the outfit mentioned. I turned away as she removed her day clothes and began to try on the corset. We talked as she changed, but she had a struggle trying to get into the corset, and asked for help. As I turned, she had her arms above her head trying to pull the corset down over her head. All the worries of being naked seemed to have been cast away as freed the lacing further to ease her into the garment. Once on, I asked if she'd ever worn one previously. She hadn't. I said about tightening the laces and that I'd need to put my knee in the small of her back. She wanted it fastened. I obliged. It was topless, and those pert breasts that I'd first seen when her collar had arrived in the post, gave the wide cleavage that she always felt frustrated with. To help that, I offered the bralette, which a big press stud on the front over her sturnum. Ribbons in the back helped to make it fit more appropriately. The micro mini skirt was flaired. At only the length of my hand, from finger tip to wrist, it was incredibly short. Zipped on, she looked at herself in the mirror. Would she like the collar and leash and maybe one cuff? Have you ever nearly had your hand snatched off? Wild, was loving every moment. The more she added, the more she looked and remarked on how this all made her feel. She'd always wanted to have the feeling of being led on a leash. So when ready, i walked her around the upstairs area. We stopped by the door on the way back into the room. Showed her the eyelets and explained how the cuff could be fastened, by using a double ended auick release clip, like on a dog leash clip. It was my turn to be surprised, not that I hadn't already been pleasantly so by her acceptance of so much. She asked if I'd show her. Firstly though, she needed footwear and helped her into a pair of thigh high heeled boots. Then each ankle was wrapped in a potentially lockable cuff. Each wrist was now also adorned with a soft, padded cuff. All of them had metal "D" loops attached, and all that was now needed was four double ended quick release clips fastened to each cuff, followed by placing her in the doorway. I checked that she was sure that this was what she wanted and she reassured me that it was. She spread her feet so that they touched the base of the frame. Each ankle was then clipped in place. I asked how that felt. She liked the feeling of not being able to take a step. Was she ready for wrists? She was. I lifted each wrist in turn and clipped it to its nearest eyelet. Now, she was fastened in the frame. I didn't want her to panic, and offered to unclip her straight away. She asked to stay fastened for a few minutes and wanted to know what could happen if she wanted to do this again. Where to start? I explained that I'd tell her, so that she could think about what she might like on a further visit. Things like being hooded, gagged, touched in different ways and different places. As I was about to explain other experiences, she interrupted and asked if I'd touch her in different places, just with my fingers and hands....