Here goes .... As you can see I am in the "old bird" bracket just so you know I am also in the " ample breasts and butt group too so if that turns you off .. stop reading please. Life throws us off course now and again, we had a great life, lots of sex at home and some very good black bulls that gave me all I needed outside the home. Hubby stared it ... and loves to watch, he has never been involved just a camera man and watcher. I always wanted him to join in a little you know what I mean? Maybe he could have let me suck his cock while my bull used my pussy or ass, I just wanted him to feel connected to the action I guess - but no - he refused. Fast forward a few years - I still look at the photos and movies and get as turned on as I did when they were being made, would you believe the very first guy we met made me gush for the first time ever ... more like a flood really and he carefully educated hubby so now its always part of our love making. There is something so erotic about getting yourself ready to be enjoyed by someone - to know that when the hotel room door opens, a whole evening/night of pleasure starts and when the bull goes hubby gets to have his turn. I wish I could paint as I have some erotic photos that show me kneeling in the shower behind a black guy with my head resting on his buttocks, eyes closed flushed with desire and my hands reaching around his hips and wanking his cock under the shower. Another of me just licking the water off his butt cheeks and it falls from the shower - if I remember rightly at the time I was actually sitting on a dildo in the shower so getting my pleasure as I pleasured him ... make a good not so still life ? I always dress in corsets and or crutchless body stockings - fuck me shoes with my glasses to peer over the top at their cocks as I suck away.. got some amazing film and photos maybe I need to give hubby a cinema night .. re awaken his memories. The various guys we met - about 5 of them over the years (most of them a few times a year) were very gentle and experienced, they gave me all the adoration I needed to feel safe and desired - oh to be desired again - I crave that feeling, in fact I can get wet just remembering their faces and the touch as we explored each others bodies ... me loving to suck cock for all I am worth and keen to please in any way that they desired - some very wet encounters for sure. I find myself now, yes a few years older and a size larger sadly .. I have been spending this summer in Europe at a remote house with a pool. The days have been spent laying by the pool getting my nipples toasted and my bum cheeks tanned - swimming topless and enjoying the thrill of cold water as I get in lapping over my tits - amazing how hard nipples can get .. I love them and twist them between my fingers, showing my hubby and tempting him in. Alas not once this year did he join me in the pool and play with me ... a wasted summer in my mind .. I shaved my pussy - made sure that my ass was ready for some backdoor play ... even used the butt plug to open up in readiness .. but he didn't even get turned on enough to play. So my story is a sad one although I have memories of long nights a black on white fucking - which is good wanking material I must say, I really need to know if being 62 and a size 18 with large dark nipples is enough to get anyone hard anymore or have I missed the boat? My hubby only ever fucks me when he has had a drink ... not a good sign I hear you say - he says it is because I turn him on too much and he can't last. Well I am going to take the plunge and advertise again and see if before Christmas I can get my stockings well and truly filled by someone ( hubby says must be black) but I tell you now if the guy has a good hard cock and knows how to massage and please a lady I am up for it. Plan so far .... to find a hotel not too expensive .... with joining rooms - I would arrange to meet by new sex buddy in the bar and if all good go up to one room - I would then get a close friend of ours .. single ... to ask hubby to meet him for a drink in same hotel but 20 mins later - On arrival at the hotel hubby gets a message to go up to his friends room (the 2nd room with connecting door slightly ajar) I hope that the sounds would be enough to get him to look in and see me already having at least one guy making me cum ... maybe two if I am very lucky ... my kind of plan. That could be his Christmas gift :) mine too