I was never blessed with a big cock , I always doubted myself that I could have a enjoyable sex life , for myself or giving.

I always thought I was a normal man , who loved woman , I did like to masturbate, my small todger was always a concern to me .

I hated watching porn to see the big dicked hunks fucking , some of my old girl friends never said or complained but it was always in my head.

Then later in my late 30s I got drawn into watching gay porn , my head was spinning and I fantasized about being fucked and spit roasted.

I went online and I said I wanted to lose my gay anal cherry , I got a few reply’s , a lot of time wasters then I got a message from Phil he was 42 , married and he curious meeting with men was a secret from his wife.

We shared emails , messages and phone calls , we arranged a meet for a coffee and a chat , Phil was so easy going , he went to the loo I followed him and he showed me his thick cock ……..wow it was a beaut .

We arranged to meet up in a hotel , we had a few drinks “by fucked I needed it”

We left the bar to go to my room , we stripped off I kept my briefs on because my issue with my small dick , phil stripped off we kissed , Phil was instantly hard , I wanked him , then sucked him.

My jaw ached , Phil sucked my dick , which was mind blowing , then with lube on my hole , he finger fucked my arse hole then he got behind me forcing his cock into my arse hole , the sensation took my breath away , once in he was moving in and out of my arse , my arse was getting used to his cock girth , he was pumping my and slapping my arse cheeks , I was loving it , I was wanking my dick as he fucked me ,

I shot my load very quickly , phil pumped my hoop and on his vinegar stroke he pulled out , pulled off his condom then he wanked his load on my arse cheeks.

I turned around and cleaned up Phil’s cock I could taste the anal lube and condom.

We rested for 30 mins another stiff drink from the mini bar , then it was round 2 , sucking , wanking , touching then stretching my arse hole as he fucked me balls deep.

This time I wanted his load in my mouth , he gave me warning and I was in position and I took his load in my mouth , I swallowed the lot.

I met with Phil a few more times and he knew how to use my hole , I have had a few lovers all with big dicks , I love the feeling , my fantasy is to meet a woman and get her to peg my arse ………wish me luck on my quest.