Hi Folks - J here I'm posting this as I am really not sure where I am heading in my life Unfortunately I am back on furlough It was last Sunday morning - the night before hubby had given me a quick seeing to but fortunately in the morning he was full of energy - he gave my pussy a good fuck in missionary before I climbed on top and slid his cock up my arse before finally he gave me a good anal fuck in doggy for about 15 mins (which I loved) and then he dumped his man juice in my bum He had a quick shower and then gone out to the shops I was left with a big smile on my face as the spunk leaked out of my arse forming a wet patch on the bedsheets Fair play to him - he had done all he could - but I still wanted more !!! I reached into my toy draw and took out a vibrator and my biggest butt plug - for quite a while now I have always chosen the biggest - it was meant to be for special occasions and I use to struggle getting it in - but these days I have no problems with it As I lay there feeling stretched I started to think about myself Just over a year ago I had been a happily married woman in a monogamous relationship Sex I thought had been good - maybe 2 or 3 times a week - mostly missionary but it had been enough - now it wasn't I have had my nipples and clit pierced I have had 2 risque tattoos I have been with several women and had a lot of fun I have had anal sex and enjoy it - actually that's the understatement of the year - tbh it's the most important part for me and unless I am fucked in my arse by a cock or toy ( or preferably both holes at the same time) I am not fully satisfied I have had some memorable swinging encounters I had worked as a prostitute for several months and have now probably been shagged by well over 300 men !!! ( mostly in the parlour and got paid for it) I am just amazed at what has happened My mind went back to my time working in the brothel - to my shame I have to admit I enjoyed it I used to get a thrill when the door bell rang and I knew I would have to go into reception and introduce myself to the punter - knowing that perhaps in a few minutes I would be having anonymous sex with a total stranger I enjoyed knowing that I had back to back bookings so that I would be escorting some guy to the door I knew that all the guys waiting would be eying me up and down in my skimpy underwear ( or sometimes nothing at all :) ) It turned me on that they knew I had just been fucked and I would turn around to a group of men sat waiting and say"Right whose next?" I also missed the camaraderie of the girls - one in particular whose working name was Beth - I know her real name but won't post it here - and I've kept in touch with her since I left so I'd like to tell you a bit about my new best mate Beth and I hit it off straight away the first time we met - she had a free spirit and I liked her immediately She was the only other girl at the parlour who did anal so we had something in common :) even though we didn't have that many shifts together as the owner wanted us to work different times so "a levels " were available Beth was only 23 but we used to talk a lot in between bookings - she had come to study at the university from a little town in South Wales - she was very pretty and had very softly spoken Welsh accent She also had a killer body that I wished I'd had at that age - she was slim with sparkling blue eyes but the thing was she had massive tits for her frame and nipples that seemed permanently errect - she used to joke about them saying "all it takes is the air temperature to drop a couple of degrees and out they come" She reminds me a lot of Gabby Carter the porn star She'd also been very self conscious about her boobs as they had started to grow at 12 and she was embarrassed that everyone she talked to ( men and women) would stare at them making her uncomfortable School days had been awful she said so she had hidden them under baggy jumpers and had avoided boyfriends until 17 Beth was very brainy and had actually got a first class honours at uni Anyway she told me that she had come out of her shell at uni - lost her virginity during freshers week and then gave up her anal cherry a week later She admitted to being very promiscuous during her first year and actually realised she was bisexual after a few G/G encouners but she got very upset when she returned for the 2nd year She was at a party talking to some freshers and one of them had said loudly in front of the others "Oh we've been told how easy you are - I reckon we will all have fucked you within the month" Typical men - its ok for them to shag around but not a girl - she's a slut After that she gave up being promiscuous and kept herself to herself although she did have the occasional one night stand Her student debts were rising and that's when she began working part time at the parlour It would have been very easy for her to get a top graduate job as she was so intelligent but towards the end of the course she decided not to go down that route Instead when her flat mates were going to the job fairs at the Uni she was doing extra shifts at the brothel and then when she finally graduated she began working full time ( well 3 or 4 shifts a week ) and had been there ever since which is how I met her Beth was doing very well and was very happy and so we kept in touch even when I left Sorry I seem to be rambling on - so back to the point The thing is Beth phoned me the other day as the parlours are now closed and said that since the start of January she has been renting a flat to work from and was wondering if I would like to do a couple of shifts with her This is my problem Firstly hubby and I do not need the money - and anyway the mood I'm in at the moment I'd give it away for free just to get some new cock Secondly I am not sure how hubby would react - I know he will read this so I'm hoping he understands how I'm feeling At the moment I am 90% sure I want to go ahead but I guess I will need to speak to hubby first I would love to work with Beth and we actually had a few MFF bookings at the parlour where we got more out of it than the punter So as you can see I am at a crossroads and don't know which way to go BTW I also had another meeting with the delivery driver which I will tell you about if anyone is interested :)