I thought id try and give an insight into why i've chosen to subscribe to Swinging Heaven and why ive thrown my inhibitions aside to face my fantasies and wishes. Ive had a varied sex life in all three of my long relationships. I was fortunate to be married (for a short time) to the horniest woman you could ever wish to meet. We played around the swinging scene quite a lot, met some amazing couples and i watched her performing the most unexpected acts, she was totally uninhibited almost wore me out. I'd spent a while single and well behaved until i met someone who lifted me way up then dropped me rite down, i swore id never get involved again and i didnt, i kinda went celebate except for watching porn and wanking. As i got over not having anyone in my life i started to relise i could do whatever i wanted. I've always been partial to a woman in nylon and high heels and i was begining to miss these more and more, so i did the next best thing, i went on line and bought a pair of size 9 heels and several pairs of stocking and tights, wow did it feel good. Now lets be honest, most men watch porn to see the "money shot" admit it we want to see a cock ejaculate, cum, shoot whatever we think, we love it thats why we wank and dont close our eyes when we come by hand, its ok nothing bad about it. So, ive got the heels, the nylon and countless hpurs of watching cum shots so what next ? Having had the stuffing knocked out of me i feared getting into a relationship besides, id found something that really pushed my button and if i got into a relationship id have to put aside my new found passion because they most likely wouldnt understand and it would become a hang up, no way did i want that ever again. I plucked up the Devil in me and visited a gay bi sauna, i had a whale of a time, watching even bringing someone off for the first time, having warm spunk on my hand not mine but someone id just tossed off. I visited various establishments on and off for a while but the excitement dwindled somewhat, it was over to soon and lacking excitement and variation until.....i entered a sauna in Exeter, a place i recommend highly. Unknown to me, it was TV night, fuck me i was hard as a rock and inhibitions were out of the window, i was here so make the most of it, get in ! There was a guy there wearing just hold ups and a really sexy pair of strappy high heels. Although a well built guy he did have amazing legs, a real turn on. I "bumped" into him in the dark room and i touched his nylon covered leg, before i knew it i had his cock way down my throat and i was feeling his ankles and heels which i found an enormous turn on. After only minutes he shot his load rite down my throat and although i didnt expect it or even think id let him i loved it, i took every drop i didnt want him to stop cumming. After that i must have had four guys cum over me, i left the spunk on me rite up until i left, id had the most enjoyable night , made even more enjoyable because i had no hang ups and been honest to myself , this is what i wanted and had fantasized about............pitty that was before Christmas and since then its just been a memory but one which will at some point be repeated, i hope. Do what you want to do, live like you want to live