I woke up, my mouth was dry. I knew I was hung over. I closed my eyes again, and then I remembered. Images of the night came back to me. I remembered playing stupid games, I think i dreamed that i was having sex with him. Slowly this became a reality - I did have sex with him, with another man. I felt sick. I felt embarrassed, that was my one, huge overriding feeling. And the I felt cheated. This was the second time I had sex with this man, and the second time he didn't cum, or so I thought. After some coaxing , my husband informed me that our guest did cum, i just didn't remember. Straight away, I knew I wanted to do it again. I wanted him to cum because of me, and I wanted to watch. but I also didn't want to seem easy so I had my husband "test the water". He came back to bed, assuring that out guest was ok, and if the occasion reared again, he would love to fuck me. I knew then that I needed him. I wanted to prove a point. I needed to know that I could turn someone on and make them want me. In a moment of madness, I decided to take control. I went into our guests room. I was greeted warmly at the door, so I let myself in and climbed into his bed. We briefly discussed the night before but as I didn't remember much, the conversation was short lived. I asked him if I turned him on and he said "of course". I told him to show me, at which point he pulled back the covers to reveal a very hard cock. He said, "this is what you can do". Again, I asked him to show me. I needed to know he genuinely wanted me. I can't remember the exact words he replied but it was something along the lines of "you naughty girl", and before I knew it, he had flipped me onto my back and was inside me. All I kep thinking was I can't believe he wanted me enough to do this at 6.00 on a Monday morning when he was stone cold sober. He pulled my hair and was particularly rough but I enjoyed it. I felt like his toy and I let him be as rough as he wanted. I wanted him to enjoy and remember fucking me. After about 10 mins, my husband came in, for a second I felt ashamed but then I saw the look on his face and knew it was ok. I loved the fact it got my husband instantly hard. When he came over, i was more than happy to take him in my mouth, and at that point moved my attention to him, while i let our guest "pump away". It wasn't long before I heard my husband say "Are you going to cum?". I heard our guest say "i think so" and then he pulled out. I carried on sucking my husband, and I remember feeling a hot sensation on my body and tits. He had cum, and I had seen it. It was me who'd done that. I love that it happened, but even now I feel a little bad. My husband tells me to take it as just sex, but i still feel a little weird. I do know though, this will happen again! x