I’m a married 39 year old woman with a small family and I have a secret I need to share before I burst. I’m not a stunner like in some stories I read, I have a decent figure but my breast are very small which is one of a few things I don’t like about myself. My husband and I haven’t had sex for over a year, partly because we are always rushing around and partly because we have lost interest. I have never looked for sex elsewhere but when an old friend recommended someone, she had been to see who could help me unwind and ‘release myself’ I had to try it and this is my experience. I was told by my friend to be open minded and to ‘get myself ready to be seen naked’ which was the but she needed to spend time convincing me of. She dropped me off at a house about an hour’s drive away where I was met by a young man, attractive, tall and very professional. My friend promised me I would be ok and that she would pick me up 90 minutes later. I was told by the handsome young man that my experience would be guided by me and that I could stop my experience at any time by just saying ‘stop please’. I paid my £200 which I was told would be well worth it and went to a nice room at the back of the house. The smell was fantastic with scented candles and the sound of running water and soft calming music. I undressed as I was told and lay on my stomach on the single bed that had a soft cotton sheet covering it, I did just that and covered my bum with the softest towel I have ever felt. A few minutes later my masseur came into the room. He spoke so softly that I feared that I would fall asleep and I told him so. He just said that if that’s what I wanted to do then that was fine with him. I felt warm oil dripping onto my back and his soft hands pressing into my skin, literally pushing the stress away. The oil was poured onto my legs and his hands pressed and slid the aches away. My friend told me that this was a different sort of experience and that I had to be very open minded so when he pulled the towel away and exposed my bum I wasn’t shocked. He poured more oil on my back and then my bum, his hands pressing and sliding down my back until he pressed the oil into my bum cheeks. For a few minutes his hands went from my neck down my back to my bum and down my legs and it felt wonderful and I didn’t even care when his fingers slid between my bum cheeks to my pussy lips for a brief second. Then he suggested I turn onto my back. I was so relaxed that exposing myself, naked to someone I had never met didn’t scare me and I lay there totally exposed and vulnerable but also relaxed, the soft music and sound of running water almost sending me to sleep. He poured more oil onto my skin and massaged my neck and in-between my breasts. His voice was calming as he dripped and massaged my side and the front of my legs. Then a little oil was dripped just below my belly button and his hands slid to my clit . He gently reminded me that I was in charge and asked if I was ok. I think I mumbled that I was, to be honest I was so chilled I didn’t care what he did. His well oiled hands massaged me between my legs and I felt a rush that I hadn’t felt for many years but it felt natural as he massaged me there. He then told me that small breasts where so sensual and dripped more oil onto my nipples before massaging my breasts and neck then back to my breasts. I felt warm, like I felt when my husband would make love to me and I would start to climax. He said he would like to massage me with his body and asked me if this would be ok. I didn’t say anything, to be honest I didn’t’ know what he meant. He took his T shirt off and pulled his track suit bottoms down to reveal the sexiest body I had ever seen on a man. I couldn’t help but look at his semi soft cock, not too thick but long and rippled. I was confused as to whether I should go this far but when he poured oil onto himself I was speechless. He climbed onto the bed and knelt between my legs. Now I was not only naked in front of a stranger but covered in oil as was he and he was also naked kneeling in between my legs. He gently lay on me, his firm chest on my tummy, his hands sliding up my arms. He slid up to my face and back down then slowly back to my face. His raised my hands to the back of the bed and squeezed them so I was gripping the bed end. Then he lid back down until his mouth was just below my belly button. He kissed my tummy, looked up and asked me if I was relaxed and in a calm place. I said I was. He slowly slid his body back up mine but now I felt his hard cock pressing against my pussy. He kissed and gently sucked one nipple then the other and I knew what was going to happen and I was ok with it. I felt his cock slid into me and it was so relaxing. He kissed my mouth and my neck and back to my breast whilst he slowly made love to me, his long cock sliding all the way in. For the next, however long, a stranger made love to me, I was being fucked my someone who’s name I had forgotten. He pulled me up and had me almost sit up whilst he re entered me and we kissed and sucked tongues whilst he pleasured me with his hands and his cock and it was gentle and it was nice and soon I was ready to cum. He seemed to know and asked me if I was ready to end my journey, I said nothing, I knew what he meant but I didn’t know if I wanted it to end. He kissed me on the lips and said ‘’ are you ready to cum now’ I think I just nodded. He was gentle and softly spoken. I loved the fact that he asked if I wanted him to cum inside me or over me. I basically pleaded with him to cum inside me and moments later as I felt his warm young cum surge into me I had the hardest and longest orgasm of my life. Then he gently kissed me and stroked my body before sliding himself out from between my legs. What was wonderful was that he then held me and made sure I was ok and relaxed. For a silly few seconds I was in love. I was calm, there was no stress and I loved this man for what he had given me. As soon as I can hide away another £200 I will go back to my special place.