Please don’t judge me !

I would value some honest feedback …..here goes I am a senior manager to a advertisement company , I am divorced , the buck stops with me , I am the voice and I always deliver , I am fair but assertive, I am surrounded by a team that like to be pushed , it’s dog eat dog , if you don’t step up you will be moved on ……..but that is not my story.

I like to be controlled ( in my private life ) but not in a “cuc” way .. I have a nanny and for 2 or 3 hours I am a “adult baby” I wear adult baby clothes , I wear adult nappies , I soil myself , I am cleaned up , bottle and spoon fed , I relax with dummy in my mouth.

It is my peaceful place ,I have no worries and when I get to take a nap I sleep …..like a baby - sorry about the pun.

My nanny spanks me if I’m naughty, but the rest of the time she looks after me and I love it.

I work for a multi million dollar company but I’m more at ease in a baby frilly dress a, hat and a dummy.

Am I odd ?

Is it strange ?

I do get off being a baby .

What do you think ?????