I hope no one minds me telling my story on this web site. I know this isn’t really swinging but I’ve hunted the web and I cant find anywhere that is more appropriate and I was hoping for some comments that make all this make sense, possibly from someone who has gone through the same thing. I’m 28 and married with small children. Up until the start of all this I had never touched a woman nor had a woman touch me and in fact I would go as far as saying that I have never really fantasied about another woman. Me being bedded by another woman was my husband’s thing, not mine. Then my life sort of fell apart. I was invited on a hen weekend with a work colleague and some other girls from work most of who I hardly knew. It started on a Friday and we went home on the Monday. It was all normal fun silly stuff during the first day until the evening when we decided to go back to the hotel early because it was raining hard and everywhere was quiet. That’s when the maid of honor brings out some games. We were in a quiet out of the way part of the hotel and part of the fun was but after a few too many drinks it was decided to go to one of our rooms to continue the ‘fun’. In total, there were 12 of us but only 8 of us including me went to the room. After some silly messing around which involved a silly rubber penis which we all had to put in our mouths and which including a few of the girls kissing they all left except the maid of honor who was sharing a room with me. I hardly knew this girl. She was full of life, well built, not fat but muscular and taller than me and I’m 5’10”. We just sat there on the bed with her wearing this rubber penis giggling shaking it. I decided it was time to sleep and went to get up. This girl grabs my arm and says that she will help me ‘like a good husband’ and we laughed. She undid my dress and bra then completely out of the blue pulled me onto my back and kissed me quite passionately whilst gripping and massaging my breast. I had never done this before and had never even imagined going it but I just lay there and let her do it. She was fully clothed in jeans and a long sleeved top with this ridiculous rubber penis hanging off a belt round her waist. She didn’t say anything, she just pulled me so I was lying next to her, then she knelt in between my legs, pulled my dress down and off me including my underwear so I was naked and pushed the rubber cock into me. I was shocked but did nothing. I just lay there and let her basically fuck me until she decided to undress. I was told to stay where I was so I did and she undressed completely and re attached the belt, went back to where she was and re entered me. I had the most amazing sex of my life. What shocked me is the excitement I had having my breast sucked and having her put her breasts in my mouth for me to fuck. She fucked me hard like a man until she told me angrily that she had had enough of this, takes the belt off and rubs her self against me. Her fingers and her mouth exploring me and I her. I had gone from a loving wife and mother with no intentions or lesbian inclinations to having rough lesbian sex with a women who was basically a stranger. And she made me cum. I don’t normally swear but I will say that ‘fuck did she make me cum. It was the best most erotic sex I had ever had. The next day we had sex before going for breakfast. A few of the other seemed to know what we had done, in fact I was sure the whole hotel knew but that’s because I was shocked at what I had just done. After breakfast it was decided that we would all go out for some shopping and coffee. The woman who I had just had sex with whispers that we will go later. I asked why, she leans over and said ‘because I want to fuck some more’. I tried to discreetly tell her that we couldn’t but as the other got up to leave she garbs my and tight and we go back to our room and we go back to bed. In the middle of sex there’s a knock on the door. The woman I was now having sex with gets up, opens the door and bride to be walks in, undresses and joins the maid of honor in having sex with me, although I would say that its more a case of ‘ I was there toy’. After they had had their fun and they had made me cum we washed and dressed and met the others. I had sex one more time with my room mate, the maid of honor before leaving the Monday morning. That was the best part of two yeas ago. I have not had sex with another woman as such but I do have ‘moments’. Apparently it got round the group that I have ‘amazing nipples’ and occasionally when I stay late in work one or another of the girls and I will wonder to a large walk in cupboard and I let them suckle on me before we pleasure each other with our hands and fingers. Yet I still don’t consider myself to be a lesbian. I don’t look at a woman and want to have sex with them, its just a case of I guess, I’m easily persuade into girly sex. I’m so confused. I have even gone as far as successfully hitting on a girl in a club one rare night out and going to the back for a ‘snog’ and a quick feel but I hated it and refused to pleads to go back to her place for as she put it ‘ an amazing shag’. Has anyone had this problem or experience. Ladies only