I was working in an office at the time, it was a small business, packing and exporting furniture and effects for people emi grating abroad. I was a full time Clerical and typist worker, my mother worked in the packing factory, and dinner time she cared for my sisters two children while my sister went to work. Lorry drivers came and went, one day a man started work there ,this man had an very big impact on my life for a short while, he sort of drifted into my world and drifted out again. His name was Mike, he was 45 ish, years older than me, I was around 18 or 19 years of age I was engaged and very much in love. Mike started chatting to me immediately, he found every chance to get me alone, and chat, he became more and more friendly, at first I thought nothing of it, he was so much older but then he started looking at me, his face was so kind, he had the most charming dimples, I realised I was attracted to him. He gave me quite a few lifts home, and in that time his chat became more personal, had I had sex, I giggled and said "yes" he asked me how many sexual partners I had had, to which I said just the one. He told me about himself his two little boys by his ex wife and his toddler by his partner Di. He also asked me if I aroused myself, masturbated, I was alarmed at this because I had been brought up to think that was totally wrong, it was something I should not even talk about let alone do, it was a total no no. One day after work instead of heading off to the small village I came from, he turned up through the village we were in,, towards the motorway and pulled into the nearby Salcey Forest, he drove around to a quiet spot and stopped the car. I felt a little nervous, but I was not too alarmed, Mike had always treated me nicely, he spoke with a soft pleasant voice, he was attentive and said the nicest things, he told me that I looked lovely on lots of occasions (A thing my fiancée never seemed to manage) so I wasn't really scared. Mike leaned forward and gently pulled me towards him, he said "now little lady, I think you need to know how to give your self pleasure and release, he kissed me very gently and stroked my hair, he put his jacket over the gear stick , then he shifted me over sat me with my back against him , he turned himself around and wrapped his arms around me. "are you left or right handed" he asked me, I told him I was right handed. He took my wrist into his hand, with his left hand he lifted my skirt and pulled down my knickers, now I did feel a little concerned and also a little aroused. "Don't worry" he said I wont hurt you, you are much to sweet, how could anybody ever want to hurt you, relax let my hand guide yours and lets see what happens. He had my hand and held it so that my first finger was free and he placed his first finger on mine., he very gently placed my finger on my clitoris, such an intense feeling ran through me, almost like an electric shock, I actually felt a little faint. This dear is your pleasure button (I smiled to myself at that comment I wasn't a virgin. ) quite inexperienced though, my sex life was something quite new. "Get to know your pleasure button, its yours, caress it, relax let your feelings come to the surface, feel my warmth, I have you tightly in my arms, this is all for your pleasure, enjoy it. I could feel his breath on my neck, I could feel his lips and his tongue on my neck, I could feel and hear his heart beating, I could feel my heart beating, I badly wanted to turn towards him, he held me tightly he used his finger to guide my finger to touch and probe myself in way I had always been told was very wrong. I was totally wet, he pushed my finger and his inside me, goodness it was so good he massaged the area going between my clitoris and inside me, backwards and forwards whispering gently words of comfort giving small kisses, blowing a licking my neck and ears. All the warmth, the firm but gently touch completely overwhelmed me, I felt pleasure swelling inside me until I almost exploded from inside, an internal eruption of total pleasure, Mike pushed our fingers further inside me, as I pulsated and whimpered uncontrollably, the pleasure was intense and when it was all over the world was peaceful and everwhere was calm. Mike took our fingers and put them both in his mouth and sucked, With a twinkle in his eye, he smiled and said, "now let me clean you up". He reached forward and got some Johnsons baby wipes, he wiped his hands and mine, and got a bunch of wipes, he wiped and cleaned me where I need it, he pulled up my knickers and my skirt down. He said now don't be alarmed, he put his hand down into his trousers and pulled out his cock and pulled off the very obviously wet condom, cleaned himself up, he put everything used into a plastic bag and tied a knot in it. Now we had the smell of the baby wipes, wafting around, I felt so cared for, so naughty so content. He pulled me onto his knee and cuddled me and kissed me, he stopped and looked into my eyes with a tenderness and he said "There baby, that was good wasn't it, there is no sin in pleasuring yourself. Get to know your body, do it alone in bed at night, think of me when you are doing it. Don't fight your feelings darling" Shortly after he drove me home, when I got in I went straight upstairs and laid on my bed, flushed and relaxed and a little shocked at what I had allowed happen. It was wonderful.