The hypnosis had not been working, he doubted that it really did work in reality for anyone, the people on the internet who claimed that it did work were probably fake, however he enjoyed it as a fetish, listening to those hypnosis tapes and doing as they commanded was a huge turn on for him.
He loved to get dressed up in a thick diaper, two or three layers thick, covered with plastic pants and nice frilly panties. He would then put on a nice pink frilly dress or nightie, lie down in bed and choose one of his collection of hypnosis tapes to listen to, wetting while wearing diapers, wetting and messing while wearing diapers, forced sissification, feminization or instant wetting on command, his collection was wide and varied and covered many of his fetishes, as he classified himself as a fetish lover without a partner, he liked to indulge his fantasies in his own way.
It was Saturday afternoon and today he had chosen his ‘full urinary incontinence while wearing diapers’ tape. He’d put on three thick Tena disposable diapers, white frilly panties and a pink sissy dress. He made himself comfortable put in the headphones and switched on his mp3 player and relaxed. Knowing that it would not affect him, but listening carefully to the hypnotic voice that instructed him. His submissive nature coming to the fore he obeyed the voice, relaxing, controlling his breathing and falling into a comfortable relaxed state. Shutting out the rest of the world he listened as the instruction moved from relaxation to commands.
While you are wearing a diaper you will wet your diaper
While wearing a diaper you will have no control over your bladder
While wearing a diaper it is ok to wet
While wearing a diaper you will never use the toilet
Soon the previous week was catching up with him, floods of tiredness overwhelmed him as he relaxed he started to fall asleep, not a hypnotic, last week had been hectic for him at work and in this state of relaxation it was inevitable he would fall asleep.
No matter, he had the full weekend to himself, he lived on his own, he could indulge his fantasies, rest and recuperate. Unfortunately he had set the tape to repeat, it would continually cycle through its hypnotic messages, his brain accepting the messages without him being able to control those messages.
Suddenly something woke him, someone was in his house, they were on the stairs, panic what should he do?
“John” a female voice called out
It was Sue his next door neighbour, oh no, please no, just keep quiet, he held his breath, not daring to move
“John are you there? Sorry your back door was open”
Slowly his bedroom door opened, oh no, he was caught for sure.
Her head popped round the door and a look of surprise crossed her face.
“oh my” she said, “what have we here?”
She looked at him laid out on his bed, dressed in his pink frilly dress, legs forced apart by the thick diaper.
“Well… I knew you were into something strange but I really had no idea, I’ve seen you walking around your house before, I was sure there was something storage going on, I was sure the other day when I saw you in your dressing gown that you had some stockings on, but thought nothing more of it as I was sure I was seeing things, but now it all becomes rather clear”
“Ummm I’m sorry, please” John Said
Sue then came into the room and sat down on the edge of the bed.
“Sorry? What for sweetie? So you’re a discussing little sissy, I wont tell anyone, it can be our little secret, but I think I’m going to have my own bit of fun with you. I was just coming to ask you to a Barbeque I’m having tonight, but I think we will be having rather more fun than that!”
“Erm Sue, I’m sorry, I mean, sorry erm, oh dear” The humiliation was too great, his face was bright red, he was stuttering and finding it hard to cope with his facing mind.
“We all have our little secrets, I have a few of my own, I think that we need to talk, you’ve defiantly sparked my interest. Stand up let me see that sweet dress of yours”
I take the headphones off my head and sit up.
“What were you listening to?” She said while grabbing the headphones “Some boy band?”
She put the headphones on
The never ending hypnotic voice uttered its words
You are a diaper sissy, you feel comfortable wearing diapers, diapers are your friend, while in diapers you will wet, you will not use the toilet at any time while wearing diapers
“Oh my God, your wearing a nappy aren’t you?” she shrieked “Is this hypnosis?”
“Yes” He said meekly
“Stand up and let me see”
John moved off the bed and stood up, brushing his dress down at the front. She swiped his hand away and lifted the front of his dress revealing the frilly knickers stretched over the nappies.
“My my they are thick aren’t they, have you wet?”
“No, no I haven’t I mean, no I don’t”
“The tapes don’t work then? You don’t do as they say? Believe me, if I put you in a nappy you would be using it”
What, what did she say? His head was spinning, still a little groggy from being asleep, oh my he was so embarrassed.
“Its ok” She said, “I’m lets say, into the kinkier side of life, I very much life to be in control, I quite like the idea of having a little play thing. I take it you are submissive?”
He was in shock, she had taken all this in her stride, no sign that she was shocked or disgusted, and now she was talking about submissiveness and dominance.
“Erm, Yes, I’m submissive, although more of a fetish lover, but yes very submissive”
“A fetish lover? I can see you like dressing up as a sissy and wearing diapers, do you like to be a baby in your nappies?”
“No I like to wear them for the way they feel, and for erm….” He trailed off, what was he saying? Why was he telling her these things?
“Yes Sweetie? Tell me, its ok”
He had little choice, she had caught him like this and the questions were very reasonable in this situation.
“I like them as a chastity device, to keep me from playing with myself, I like to keep myself horny by listening to these tapes and reading stories on the internet, but wearing a nappy there is no way I can give myself relief, I like keeping myself controlled, also I like the humiliation, that’s why I like to put on the sissy dress”
“I see, so you like to be teased and denied, humiliated and controlled? This gets more interesting by the minute, Tell me what else you do with your little sluty self”
“Um well, I like bondage, I’ve tried out tying myself up, but not had much success. I’ve done some cress dressing, I Have served some people in real life so its not all been by myself”
“Oh really? Sounds interesting, so you have a partner?”
“No not at the moment, but I did serve a couple and I did have a Mistress but not any more”
“How do you mean you served a couple?” She emphasised the ‘served’ driving it home, like a nail into his submissive nature, humiliating him by requiring an explanation.
“I was their maid”
He was beginning to relax now feeling more comfortable with the situation, which was bizarre, how could he be? She seemed to be putting him at ease, he was feeling very submissive and beginning to love the feelings.
“Their maid? How do you mean?”
Again she delved deeper, questioning. Did she really need to know this? She knew what was involved but enjoyed the thrill of seeing him squirm while he explained.
“Well I would serve them in any way they wanted, I did domestic chores, tidying, washing, cooked them meals, then I would serve them sexually however they wanted, usually giving them oral, they loved me to watch them, they liked to tie me up and have me watch them have sex, they always threatened to make me into a cum slut”
Giggle “A cum slut?”
He was feeling very humiliated now, why had he said all this? Why had he told her those things?
“Yes they often said that they would make me clean up the mess they made while making out, but the closet they came was making me suck her fingers after she has put them inside herself”
“Mmmm nice, I think I could do with a maid, but I have more dirty things in mind for you, I will make sure you will become my cum slut, I want a total maid to serve me in every way, think you are capable?”
He felt like he had a frog in his throat “Yes, I’d… I’d like that”
“I bet you would” She said “Come with me back to mine?”
She stood up and started to walk out of the room
“Erm… can I get changed first”
“Haa haaa don’t be silly you look so cute like that”
He grabbed his dressing gown and followed her downstairs, in his hallway she turned and saw him struggling to put on his dressing gown
“Oh stop being so pathetic, we will go out the back no one will see you”
With that she took the dressing gown off him threw it on the sideboard and walked out the back door. He walked to the back door and paused looking around to see if there was anyone about and then made a quick dash from his door through the gate and into the safety of his Sues’ house.
She led him though the house into the sitting room where she instructed him to take a seat. She went through to the kitchen and came back carrying a bottle of wine, putting it down on the table, with one glass and one baby bottle.
“I keep this for my nephew, I think that it would suit you to drink from it” she said as she filled it with wine.
”I have about an hour before we have to start getting sorted for the barbeque tonight, your going to be useful for me getting it ready! It is going to be good having a little slutty maid helper, I wish I knew about this a long time ago!”
“Yes” was all he could muster, again the humiliation was welling up, here he was dressed like a sissy, with a diaper on and drinking wine out of a baby bottle, sat with his next door neighbour, the very woman he had lusted over, how’s drying washing he had fantasised about so many times”
“Yes? Is that all you can say? Tell me is that your only dress?
“I have two other dresses, two maids uniforms, a black one and a red one, some lingerie, and a few nighties, that’s it I think”
“quite a few things then? Tell me about your nappies, I saw you had a few, you really are a disgusting slut aren’t you? Where do you get them from”
“A place online”
“Right well I want you to go to your house and bring back your dresses, some nappies and all your sex toys”
“Can I borrow a coat or dressing gown? I cant go outside like this again”
“No, you’re a slut, now it is time to pay the price, it’s a small price to pay, if you don’t want this then don’t bother coming back, if you really do want it then you will accept walking between our houses dressed however I decide, understand”
Struck by the sudden change in persona from inquisitive and curious to strict and forceful all he could do was say “Yes Ma’am”, get up and walk out of the house, making the quick dash back through the gate and into the safety of his home again.
Now was the time to make the decision, she had challenged him, how much does he want this, can he afford to take the risk of exposure? He had his businesses to think about, but this really was something he wanted, the decision was easy and did not take much thinking about, he would be going back, he dashed about gathering together his bits and putting them into a suitcase to take them round. Dresses packed, a pack of diapers, his lingerie. He then grabbed his toys, should he take anything out? What about the enema stuff? No, No she would be sure to find out, he was already firmly under her control he could not lie to her so he packed it all, enema kit, vibrators, strap-on harness, chastity harness, rope, butt plugs, and cuffs. Putting them all in the case he zipped it up and took it downstairs.
The quick dash was now not going to be so easy carrying the case, he checked carefully that there was no-one around. Then ran as best he could back to Sues’ house. Once there he went back to the sitting room where she was sat waiting for him. The sight the greeted him nearly made him fall over, she had gone and got changed, she was now dressed in a black Basque, fishnet stockings, suspenders and black panties with knee high leather boots. The Basque pushed up her ample breasts showing off her dazzling cleavage. He stood open mouthed drinking in the view in front of him.
“Like what you see sweetie? I can do the kinky sexy thing as well as you baby, but for now you may look but never touch, understand?”
Still stumped and open mouthed he shook his head yes, his head felt dizzy and there was more than a little action stirring under his diaper which increased any feelings with its confinement.
“Are you going to show me your things or are you just going to stand and stare?”
“Yes…” he gulp for air, intoxicated by the beauty or the woman in front of him, the woman who had changed from his next door neighbour to a stunning mistress
He unzipped the suitcase and presented its contents to her.
She pulled out the pack of diapers and admired the pack, then put them at the side of her chair saying “I’ll keep these, I will need some for you later”
She then proceeded to take out the dresses and nighties holding each up giving her appreciation about how pretty they ere and how they would suit him. She then took out the bag of toys, and emptied its contents on the table in front of her. “My my you are a kinky little slut aren’t you?” holding up the enema bag, switching on and off vibrators, admiring his strap-on she stood and put it against her groin. “Hmmm yes I can see good uses for this”
Finally she took the chastity cage, “I think this will be getting rather more use from now on. I will need to keep you under control somehow and I think this would be ideal. Did you make it yourself?”
“It’s a CB 2000 I bought it about a year ago but I have found that it doesn’t work very well”
He was begging to relax again
“How do you mean it doesn’t work?”
“Well, I mean I can get out of it, its painful if you get an erection, and its too bulky to be worn under clothes. It’s a fantasy of mine to find some sort of chastity device that actually works and could actually be used for long periods of time without causing too many problems.”
“Hmmm well we will have to see about that, you will have to understand that you will have to put up with a certain amount of discomfort”
“I’m not into pain at all, I’m a wimp when it comes to pain, I cant take it at all, it’s the reason why I have started to use diapers, I use them as a sort of chastity device, something that constantly reminds me that I am under control, they let me get aroused but deny me any access to do anything about that arousal, if I’m careful they can be worn under normal clothes and I have even worn them to work sometimes”
“You really are a sissy baby aren’t you? I can understand that, from now on I will be the one who is in control of you; I will make sure that you are constantly reminded of my control over you. Now then I think that it is about time to start getting ready for my party tonight, and as I have discovered all these interesting things about you I thing that you should help me get the house ready. What do you think?”
“Yes I would love to help you”
“Right, well I think that you need to put on some more suitable clothes before you start”
“Yes I will go home and change”
“Don’t be silly, we have the proper dress right her” she said holding up the black maids dress with white trim and white apron. “Get that sissy dress off and put this on”
“Can I take the diaper off?”
”Is it wet?”
“NO” he said slightly perturbed by the insinuation of the comment
“Well then why would you need to take it off, its fine and it will mean you can concentrate on getting my house clean and tidy without silly toilet breaks”
Again he could feel the humiliation getting to him, clouding his thoughts with its thick fog
“Yes” was all he could manage as he stripped off his dress and slipped into the maids’ uniform. Once on he turned back to Sue who without saying a word handed him his bright red stockings and pair of red panties, she certainty knew what she was doing, the contrast of the red stockings and panties against the black and white of the maids uniform would exaggerate the slutty nature of the uniform.
He carefully slipped on the stockings up his legs
“We will have to do something about those” she said pointing at his hairy legs
He then slipped off the frilly white panties he had been wearing over his diaper and pulled on the red panties Sue had chosen for him.
Sue then handed him his high heeled shoes which he put on, it was going to be next to impossible for him to do housework in them, but obediently he strapped them to his feet. When finished he stood up and waited for instruction.
“Give me a twirl” she said
Carefully, gingerly he twirled round wobbling about in the heels
“Very nice, now see those newspapers and books, I want them tidying away into the cabinet over there”
She said settling back into her seat with her glass of wine, watching him as he worked, bending over, he could not help put flash his diapered panty bottom each time. Soon he had cleared and tidied the sitting room and was instructed to do the same in the dining room. Then Sue gave him a duster and polish and followed him round checking he was doing a good job. He then went and found the vacuumed cleaner and hovered the carpets, still wobbling about on the high heels.
Soon downstairs was looking clean and tidy, and Sue instructed him to go up stairs and clean the bathroom, which he did. After about fifteen minutes sue came upstairs to check on his progress.
“Come on stop slacking you have all the food to prepare yet, and we don’t want visitors starting to arrive with you dressed like that no would we?”
“When are they due to arrive?”
“Soon baby soon”
His heart started to pound in his chest, the thought of people arriving while he was still her dressed in this way disturbed him. She would not really let that happen would she? He finished up cleaning the bathroom, and followed Sue downstairs to the kitchen. His first task was to wash the dishes and then he had to prepare the food. While he was stood at the breakfast bar chopping salad Sue re-appeared, suddenly there was a flash, and he looked up startled. Sue stood their with a camera to her face, *flash* she took another picture. She then looked at the image displayed on the LCD screen on the back of the camera
“Oh my they are going to look so nice on my mantle piece” She said with a smirk.”
Embarrassed and again humiliated he carried on preparing the food. Putting out the finger buffet, chopping the buns, putting out crisps and salad and preparing the meat leaving it to marinade in the fridge. He noticed that she had got changed, and again began to panic that her guests would arrive while he was still here dressed in this way.
Suddenly the door bell rang, panic… his heart started to race, should he dive out the back door and make it home? Sue appeared at the kitchen door and said “Finish up here and then you may go home, I will come over to see you in 30 minutes”
With that she closed the door between the kitchen and the rest of the house and went to the front door. He heard her greeting several people, inviting them in and asking them what they would like for drinks. Worried that one of them would come in he hurriedly finished up the food and cleared the kitchen and then dashed out the back door to the safety of his own home, his haste hampered by the heels he was still wearing.
He sat down in his sitting room and wondered about what had just happened, re-living all the emotions, the humiliation and embarrassment in his mind, the intense feelings of submissiveness still overwhelmed him. He waited patiently as instructed.
Shortly his back door opened and Sue came back in carrying a small bag. “Right we have got to be quick I have my friends to go back to, go upstairs”
With that she went up stairs, still carrying the bag. He followed her back in to his bedroom. Where she emptied the contents of the bag onto his bed, his butt plug, stockings, suspender belt and a pair of panties that he did not recognise.
”I want you to come to my party as a guest, but I want to make sure that you constantly know you are under my control. Therefore I want you to wear all of these, you will have the butt plug in and the lingerie on. To make sure that you know it is me that is controlling you, I have a special treat for you. You will wear the panties I had on today when I first saw you.” With that she took them and thrust them into his face, letting him inhale her scent. As she pressed them on his nose he could feel the dampness from the fabric. Instantly the scent and the thoughts about the dampness aroused him.
“You may put any other clothes over the top, make yourself comfortable, we will have more fun later, but trust me I will be checking that you have followed my instructions. When you change do not play with yourself, UNDERSTAND?”
With that she walked out of his bedroom and downstairs leaving him dazzled and dazed by yet more events that were shacking and changing his life forever. He knew that this was a momentous day and one that he would never forget. Little did he know but this was just the start. He had underestimated the mind of his next door neighbour who was going to put him through his paces and stretch him to the limits of what he could endure.