As a discreet married guy I limited my gay experience to gay massage. It would always end with a blow job or a hand job. Occasionally I would suck cock also and then snowball the masseur. One guy had a big fat cock and he would put it on my lips and I would suck it as best I could while lying on my stomach. Once I was really horny when I arrived so before I got on the table I asked if I could suck him first. I dropped to my knees when he said yes. He put his hands on the back of my head and really forced his cock as deep as I could take it. After several minutes he said let’s forget the massage and go straight to sex. He asked if I could take his cock, after I said I think so he told me to get on the table face down. He rolled on a condom and climbed on top of me. I have used dildos but I was surprised at how easily he entered me. I couldn’t believe how great it felt, there was no pain only overwhelming pleasure. When he finished and he pulled that beautiful cock from my ass, I got another thrill seeing his big load in the condom. I wanted to clean out the condom but he said no. He stroked me a couple of times and I came a gusher on my stomach, chest with some on my face. I now have a regular appointment and sometimes he will fuck me bareback and other times he will fuck my face and gag me with his cum.