I have always enjoyed wanking ,when I was very young looking at a magazine with topless girls with nice tits got me hard and I would wank ,things progressed to remembering seeing a pretty girl while out ,but I used to get turned on looking at cocks , it was confusing to me ,I had had girlfriends and enjoyed sex ,but I was also looking at guys ,yes fancying them , I found myself while alone having a wank imagining I was wanking another guy ,I had to find out one way or the other if I fancied guys , . I was talking to one of my mates who I knew was gay ,I asked him not to tell our other mates ,he agreed , he asked me what do want , well I get horny at the thought of wanking another guy , you can wank me , no ,thanks for the offer but no , then I asked him how I go about meeting a guy ,I'm not looking to be shagged or to shag him , my mate said you sound as if you are bi , you have to tell the guy what turns you on and your limits , then he gave me a site for bi guys on the web , I started to read profiles , I was looking at married guys who wanted to wank other guys and suck cocks ,sucking cocks sounded so horny , after joining the site and putting a profile on it ,I had a lot of profile views , some I thanked for reading my profile , then I got a guy who said that he was married but he wanted a guy to wank him and suck his cock ,we chatted on line for quite a while the thought of meeting him was getting me horny every time I thought of it , in fact every time I was texting him I would play with my cock ,he told me he has met a lot of guys in his local hotel , he would invite me for a meal before going to the hotel ,,I never told him I had never been with a guy before but to me that added to the excitement , we arranged a meet , I was to meet him in a resteraunt at nine in the evening ,I arrived at a quarter to nine and asked if Mr Williams was in , the lad at the door said yes I will take you over to him ,on reaching his table he stood up and shook my hand and inviting me to sit down , now I know how a female escort must feel like,wined and dined before being shagged in a guys bedroom ,but I am a guy not getting paid , I offered I did offer to go halves on the bill but he said no thats fine , as we were walking to the hotel he asked me if I was looking forward to the rest of the evening ,do you ever get the feeling of excitement before something you are expecting but are a bit apprehensive at the same time ,that's how I felt , after reaching the hotel and he booked us in ,it seemed like a very up market hotel and he told me earlier he went there a lot when on business so they accept he is seeing men for sex ,in the lift on the way to his room he said when we get in the room I will fix us a drink and then he will take his drink with him when he has a shower which he did , I walked around the room and finished my drink quick pouring another one to calm my nerves and I could hear his shower running , do I go am I doing the right thing , don't be stupid I mumbled to myself ,,after a while he appeared wearing a hotel dressing gown one of those toweling sorts and he was carrying another one ,on handing it to me he said have a shower I will be in the bedroom for you ,. I entered the shower stripped off and got into the cubicle ,with the water cascading over me I was thinking I hope I don't mess things up whether I like it or not I have to try it ,I soaped myself all over washing my cock and balls my cock being semi hard ,after finishing my shower I toweled my self and looked at the different bottles of expensive perfume Dody sprays ,they were very strong I could smell he had splashed a load on himself , after taking off the glass stoppers and finding one I liked I splashed it over me ,then putting on the dressing gown I left the shower room . I entered the bedroom he was laying on the bed his dressing gown open and was gently and slowly wanking his erect cock , I could feel mine growing under my dressing gown , he looked at me and said okay let me see you ,I undid my dressing gown revealing my erect cock, mmmhe said you have a great cock what do you think of mine, as I looked at a very smooth cock and balls it was like looking in the mirror we were more or less identical him being a bit longer than mine , he got off the bed removing his gown and getting back on the bed and patting the bed beside him wanting me to join him ,I got on the bed next to him ,held my cock and said I don't normally do anything just lay back and enjoy my cock being played with but I might have to make an exception and play with your cock after you have sucked me dry , letting go of my cock he laid back on the bed his head resting on his arms and his eyes closed ,I looked at his fantastic cock in front of me ,he sighed as I put my a hand around it ,as I started to run my hand up and down his shaft watching the glistening pre cum on his helmet , I took my time and from his sighs I knew was enjoying it as was I got off the bed and stood in front of him opening his legs so I could get my mouth over his cock , what was I worried about I was really enjoying my new found sexual outlook ,I started to suck him fondling his smooth balls as I sucked , it was quit the a while before he said yes yes as his cock released his warm spnuk in my mouth , my first time and even though I never touched another guy before I knew it wouldn't be the last ,, he said after that was amazing we will have to do that again , we both fell asleep I couldn't believe I had not had a wank to relieve my hard cock but I need not have worried as I woke up to see he was sucking my cock I did not last long as I held his head as I came , it was seven in the morning as I said I have to go ,do you want to stay for breakfast I declined ,well have a shower then he said which I did , before leaving and leaving the hotel , did I see him again yes but that's another story