I have never really liked Christmas, Being always brought up as a christian i feel there is far to much commerialism and greed, I admit some of the partys were very nice, But those partys are just memories now, My wife Pam and I decided to go our seperate ways many years ago, I could not suppress my feelings for men any longer so we agreed to have seperate lives, She is with her friend In Chatteris This Christmas, I have nothing planned, just open house for a few friends, Time to think of christmasses past, I recall the last Christmas party before our emotional split, It was only two streets away from where we lived, Her boss Gordon had invited us both round for drinks, Gordon and his wife were much older than us and urged us to attend saying that it would be his last party before his retirement,, I pointed out to Pam that we would proberbly be the youngest there, "Oh, Don't worry, Gordon's lovely, and there will be a couple of the men from work who i know," so come eight o'clock we walked round to their house,, I heard the music as we approached, We were warmly welcomed by the host and his wife,, kisses all round, only half eight and couples wer up dancing , I never imagined older folk new how to enjoy themselves so much, It wasn't long before we all felt we had known everyone for years, , I noticed two particular handsome men but i knew i would have to supress my urges, it wasn't that sort of a party, Pam was very popular with the elder men and it was plain she was loving the attention,, By eleven the three married couples had left leaving just Pam, myself, the host and his wife and two older men, , The music was just slow and smoochy, the two other men sat drinking and chatting, telling dirty jokes by the laughter, Pam was having a slow dance With Gordon, while i was dancing With Julie, his wife, The dance ended and i asked Julie if she would like another drink,. "God No dear, I am whacked, I am not as young as you two, I am off to bed, It's nearly one oclock,, she kissed me and staggered to the door, "Don't be to long Gordon, and keep the noise down," Gordon walked over and turned the hifi off, For a few minutes the silence was deafening, , Gordon broke it saying to me,, "I hope you enjoyed yourself, you are a very lucky chap, Pam is a wonderful mover on the floor," A stifled laugh came from one of the men sitting across from pam, "And not just on the floor." the other man, Jeff joined in the laughter,, "You cheecky sods." Pam retorted, I looked at Pam when i heard her voice, , I knew the signs, her voice was husky , i could see her eyes were glazed, and she has this habit of licking her top lip when she is feeling sexy, I watched her get up and stagger on her heels to the kitchen for another drink, when she came back and reclined on the settee again i saw she had picked up a sprig of missletoe that had fallen onto the floor, The room was very quiet, she knew all eyes were on her, She licked her top lip again and smiled "My we are all quiet" The three men were breathing heavy , She looked directly at Gordon, She was wearing a skirt that buttoned up the front, I had noticed when she was dancing that all but the top button had come undone, , Spreading her legs slightly she held the missletoe above her lap, "Do i get a kiss under the missletoe Gordon" I held my breath, i wasn't sure how far this would go, "My pleasure Pam." he replied. looking directly at me, I smiled back, already concious of the tent in my trousers, As Gordon crawled to wards the settee Pam opened her legs,, Her knickers must have been removed when she went to the kitchen, Gordon paused to take in the sight of Pams shaven cunt, Her hands reached round his head and pulled him clos