This is a true story of my first time being fucked. I was 18 or 19, it was the late 1970's. I'd had girlfriends but I knew I fancied men too. I caught a train to London then the tube to Picadilly Circus. I walked past. I walked past many sex shops too nervous to go in. Then I went past the one I read about. A gay porn shop, with cinema, the name of the street escapes me for the moment ( Rupert street?). It closed in the 80's. Heart pounding on the fourth of fifth passing I stepped in and was greeted to a very small square room with wall to wall gay videos and magazines. I walked round slowly my eyes not focusing, my every sense seemed to be on alert. After a few minutes another customer entered. He went straight up to the guy at the till who was reading a book. Handed him some money and disappeared down some steps into darkness. I saw the sign 'cinema £10' , I'm guessing the price, if you wanted things like that in those days it was expensive.

I paid and I went down the steps and was in a dark smokey room. A gay movie was showing. I couldn't see anything else but there was no sound. I stood and waited for my eyes to adjust. The room reeked of smoke and sex. After a while I could make out about 5 or 6 rows of seats, 5 or 6 seats to a row. About 4 were occupied. At the back of the room 4 or 5 people stood against the wall. I could make out one guy kneeling down in front of another, but I couldn't see anything more. I picked out an empty seat and sat in the middle. I started watching the film of guys sucking and fucking outside in fields and woods. I was acutely aware of all the movements of shadowy figures and one came and sat right next to me. I checked him out through the corner of my eye as best I could. It was an elderly guy in a suit, so still working, I guessed around 60. After a short while I felt his foot touch mine, I froze. What do I do ? I thought. This was why I was here but I had no clue how I should respond. He must have sensed this or taken my non response as acceptance to his advance as I felt a hand on my leg. Without thinking I automatically opened my legs and the hand moved in. I had remained limp but 10 minutes later I found I was fully erect being wanked, trousers round my knees. A cock in my hand too. " would you like to go somewhere more private" whispered the man, who later introduced himself as Don.

A minute later we were out on the streets following Don through a maze of little London roads until we entered another bookstore. At the back was a door which led to cubicles each with its own video slot machine. There was only just enough room for us both. Don put some money in a slot and gay porn started to play. Seconds later my trousers were down and Don has his mouth on my cock. I almost came in an instant, but he was slightly rough so It pulled me back from the brink, but I gasped. I loved the feel of his hot wet mouth on my cock. I felt fingers probing and I adjusted myself to allow access to my virgin hole. In slipped a finger, again I had felt myself rising to cum, but the finger caused some discomfort. It was removed and after some rummaging about I felt some cold liquid on my hole. The finger was replaced and slid in easily. It eased in up to a knuckle then a second joined it. I was now squirming and moaning but I didn't want him to stop. A third finger was painful and I yelped. My cock was released. Don stood up, turned me and as if it was the most natural thing in the world I became the whore I am now. I pushed my bottom out and Don entered in one thrust with his small to average cock. He grunted and panted as he struck up a rhythm smacking into my buttocks. I loved the feel of him in me and I moved to meet his thrusts. I felt Don's hands on either shoulder and he pulled me onto his thrusts. It seemed to go on for ages but it was probably 2 minutes when Don gasped and shuddered to a halt. "Thank you" he muttered shoving a few more coins in the slot, pulling up his trousers and he was gone. It was over!

I'd been fucked and sucked, but I hadn't cum and I hadn't sucked a cock. I sat there my trousers still down, sporting my best raging hard on. I then became aware of the, what I later learned were glory holes on both the left and right partitioned wall. A finger came through the left, I bent to look through. " give me your cock" hissed a voice. With some trepidation I pushed through my throbbing shaft. For the second time in minutes I felt the wonderful warm wetness engulf me. I was flat against the wall, my whole body controlled by this mouth. The unfamiliarity of the surroundings put me off cumming several times. The sucker seemed to get tired, then I was released. I didn't know what to do next but I pulled out. Seconds later a rigid cock was pushed through to me. It was much bigger than mine and bigger than Don's.

Again, though I'd never done it before, as if in autopilot I bent and took this beautiful beast in my mouth and proceeded to give what I hoped was a good blow job, whilst enjoying the soft silky hardness and the taste of my first cock.

I thought I'd done something wrong because I was so engrossed and enjoying my oral delight, I was surprised to feel it pull out and away. I heard the door unlock and open. Then seconds later a tap on my door. I opened the door and an untrousered man with a very hard cock pushed in. He dropped his trousers, which he was holding and turned me round. In that blur of moments I'd noticed this guy had a full trimmed slightly grey beard and piercing blue eyes. That was irrelevant as I felt him pull me to him and thrust. I felt an accute pain as his sizable cock entered me. I yelped! He stopped until my cries and the pain eased. Slam! He was back in, again it hurt but not so much, by the fourth thwack I was accustomed to him and moaned in lust. This guy was so much rougher, but I felt every inch and I was loving it. He pulled me upright and turned me. So I was stood straight with trousers round my ankles and a cock up my ass. With an erect Penis. I saw why I'd been turned and I pushed my cock back through the glory hole. Into yet another warm mouth. Bam and I was hard up on the partition wall a frantic cock fucking me hard, my cheek against the cold metal. A grunt and if it was possible the cock in me grew and exploded its seed in me. I just shook in orgasm and the mouth on my cock greedily sucked licked and swallowed my load. Yet again it was over suddenly and I was alone. I sat for 5 minutes recovering.

The walk back to tube was slow, painful and wet. But I knew then that I'd always prefer cock.