it is strange how you remember your first true lover,I was eighteen and he was sixty, such pure innocence, He was one of the engineers on my first ship, i was just the galley boy, it was nightime and the weather was hot, i had gone aft and was just sitting on one of the hatches in the dark, He came and sat beside mewe chatted for ages, i learned he was married with a daughter a bit older than me, Pauline, he asked if i had a girlfriend ashore, I told him "No," I had mates but wasn't really interested in girls,The next night i was at the same spot when he approached again, We chatted some more and he casually placed his hand over mine,he must have heard me gasp but i never removed my hand,We carried on chatting and he revealed he and his wife never got on but went on to say that he and Pauline were very close and how he missed her,when he had arrived his boiler suit had been open to the waist, I could see now he had undone the last few buttons, he wore no underwear and i could see his dark pubic hair, He gently lifted my hand and placed it inside the boiler suit, I imediatlly felt his erectionand my fingers closed around it, , Staring down at the deck i asked "How did you Know," "I have been at sea many years, and there are signs, , you probebly don't even realise how your bum wiggles when you walk, your voice , the little feminne gestures , the tiny trace of eye shadow,easily recognised to a trained eye,"I wss now masturbating him. "Iknow your young, but i am not your first am I," i shook my head, his penis was completely out of his boiler suit now and i smeared the precum over the helmet with my thumb,, he was breathing heavily as he helped me to my feet, his arms encircled me and i helped him to undo the buttons on my shorts, , he spread his legs wide he eased me down , i felt the head of his penis against my cunt, i heard him moan softly as pulled me down, "Pauline ". he whispered, With the dull sound of the engine and the sound of the sea i felt the warmth spreading inside me, I took him again that night and walking back to my cabin in my shortsi could feel the tops of my legs getting cold as his semen cooled in the night air,