To My Good friend Sexy Douglas.

While I was in Surrey for the funeral of my cousin I was at her home with her immediate family and friends and a guy called Doug and my wife S. I was there for about two hours and chatted with Doug (who was taller than me, good looking) I thought I was imagining things but I swore he was glancing over at me and it looked like he was looking at my crotch, then he’d quickly look back up at me and continue the discussion. This happened several times and the last time it happened he knew I caught him because he suddenly had a look of embarrassment on his face.
About an hour later he caught me when I was by myself outside and said “Umm hey I’m sorry but it probably looked like I was checking out your package when we were talking but I was just checking out the neat belt buckle you have. I laughed and said that’s a good one but don’t worry about it because I really didn’t care what you were checking out. He gave me a puzzled look and said “you mean if I said I really was checking out your package you wouldn’t mind?” I replied “ I’m not gay as you know because you’ve met my wife but I’m not homophobic either, it’s a free county and if that’s what someone likes to do then go for it, it’s nothing to get upset about”.
He took a long look at me again with an odd look on his face and said, ok you seem like a decent guy, can I trust you to stay quiet about something I tell you, because if you don’t it could kill me. I thought that was a strange comment but I said “of course, I am a good secret keeper” and chuckled. He said “I was checking out your package and I apologize if you are offended by it or don’t like guys doing that”. I was happy he said that and replied back, “hey no problem, I hope you liked what you saw”!
He took a step back and slowly smiled and said, “are you bi”? to which I replied “yes, keep it a secret ok”? And chuckled. He pulled out his business card and said “that’s my mobile number, what’s yours?” I gave him my details and he said he was going to text me in a few hours. I said ok and we parted.
Later in the early afternoon I received a text that said, “it’s me, does your wife S or anyone else read your texts?” I replied back, “no”. He said “meet me outside of the hotel in Farnborough just down the road from the house. Ok I said. When I got there he was waiting out front. We moved over to the side of the building where no one could hear us and said, “I hope this isn’t too quick or forward seeing that we just met but I would really love to play with your cock and again I hope you don’t think I’m pushy or moving too fast but I rented a hotel room across the street, would you join me there? I laughed and said “jeez you do move fast”. He laughed with me and said “is that a yes then?” I said, what room number? He gave it to me and I said “I’ll meet you there in a half hour”.
When I got there I knocked on the door and he peeked out of the door then opened the door with him standing behind it. I walked in and he closed the door behind me. I turned around to face him and he was completely naked. He grabbed me and gave me a powerful kiss and tried to stick his tongue in my mouth and I pulled my face back and said “I’m not much for the kissing thing” to which he apologised and said “no problem”. He asked me if he could undress me to which I said “absolutely”. He slowly undressed me starting with my shirt and carefully folded each garment and placed them on the table near the door.
When he got me down to my underwear he pushed his nose into my crotch and took a deep inhale and said “you smell fantastic” then pulled my underwear down with his teeth. My cock was hard as a rock and got caught in the waist band then released and slapped against my belly. I laughed as did he then he grabbed my cock and stroked it while he licked from under my balls and up my cock then put it in his mouth and sucked on it like it was a lollipop. That felt fantastic but I was so hot and horny that I felt that I was going to cum right away if he kept it up so I pulled back and stopped him. He had a look of worry at first until I explained why I did it and he smiled and said “I was hoping you would, I want to swallow your load if you don’t mind”. I said “If I cum I know that my guilt feeling will hit me and I’ll want to leave”. He said “I know exactly what you mean, that used to happen to me but I learned to deal with it and keep playing”. I said “I would love to be able to do that because it’s embarrassing and the guys I’ve done that to don’t try to contact me again”. He said “I’ll help you with it”, can I go ahead and suck you again?” I said “ok, I’ll try to hold out as long as possible” to which he said “please don’t, I want your load down my throat right now”.
I thought to myself WOW, this is like some of the day dreams I’ve had of playing with cock since any of my experiences to date weren't so good. I let him work on me and damn he was good, much better than my wife who does not like it. Well it didn’t take long and I closed my eyes and let out a quiet groan and I blew my load hard into his mouth and he swallowed every drop. He pushed up under my ball sack and then lightly squeezed my cock and ran it up the shaft to push out what was left in my cock and licked it up as it ran down my cock.
Now by this time I was getting that old “guilt” feeling and he knew it. He stood up and slowly placed me on the bed and said “relax now, just lay down on the bed and we’ll just chat for a while. We talked for about a half hour or so and during this time he said “have you ever been fucked or do you prefer to top?” I said I haven’t been fucked yet and I would prefer to be a bottom. He laughed and said great.
I think it so hot to dream another man to fuck my wife and since she is older she can’t get pregnant so he’s allowed to cum in her. I could take pictures and videos of it all the time and it’s hot to see her wearing her wedding ring while she’s got her hands around his back as he’s fucking her hard.”
Doug said “damn you are a hot man” I’d love to see another man fuck my wife but she’s frigid and won’t even fuck me. Once we had our two kids  she’s kept her legs closed and won’t give me anything. That’s been many years now. I don’t love her any more, I try to find other married men who I know would be safe from disease and trust me to be clean.
He then said, “I would really like to fuck you, are you ok with that? I’ll take it very slow and gentle and you will be the boss, you tell me to go in more or go faster or harder, it’ll all be under your control.” I was excited and having anxiety at the same time and didn’t really know what to say”. He then said “I can tell you’re not ready for this so don’t worry this doesn’t have to happen, I’m just happy that I got your feed” and laughed. I then came to a snap decision and said “I want you to fuck me, I’ve wanted it for years and you seem like a good guy to be my first” and laughed nervously. He smiled and said “great, I promise you’ll love it”. He reached into his bag and pulled out a bottle of lube and I suddenly realized that I really should “empty out” first and told him that. He smiled and said “yes you should”. I got up and he said “look, there’s one other very kinky thing I’ve always wanted to do”, I said “and what is that?” He said “Umm , damm this is embarrassing and you’ll probably think I’m too much and want to go”. I said “no, trust me there’s not much that can shock me”. “Well, I’ve always wanted to watch a guy unload himself to be “empty” for a cock”. I laughed and said “well that’s not so bad but I’d really rather do this by myself” He smiled and said, “ok, no problem”.
I did my thing and made sure I was really clean and came back out. He was lying on the bed with the bottle of lube in his hand and a big smile and said “ready for some really hot sex?” Again, I laughed nervously and said “Yes”. He put down the bottle and said “ok, come lie down here” patting the bed, so I did. He had me raise my legs up and hold my knees then put some lube on his fingers and squeezed a little onto my hole. He slipped in one finger and asked if I was ok, I said yes and he slowly worked in a second finger. He did this routine for about 15 minutes or so when he reached his third finger. He said, “I can try for a fourth finger but I’m really not that thick and I think you’ll be good, should I work you some more or should we go for it?”
I said “let’s go for it”! He smiled and wiped his hands on a towel he had grabbed earlier from the bathroom. He then slid forward and slid his cock back and forth over my balls and down to my hole and back up again which got me very hot! Then he slowly slipped the head of his cock a little into me and asked if I was ok and I said “yes, so far it’s great”! He said ok, I’m going to slowly work it in and if you have any pain that you can’t handle just push against my chest a bit or say back off a bit. And as I’m pushing in push out like you’re taking a dump and laughed. Again, I laughed nervously and said “ok.
He was very slow and gentle and I really didn’t have any pain that was too much and eventually he was all the way in. He then moved in and out slowly and said, “when all the pain is gone and it’s feeling really good let me know and I will speed up and get a little harder but don’t be afraid to say stop if I’m hurting you.” I just smiled and nodded my head. He worked his cock in and out slowly for a while and slowly picked up the pace and the intensity of his downward impact. I should mention that his cock was the same length as mine but about the same thickness and he was wearing a condom. By this time I was in heaven. Within about 10 minutes he was fucking me hard and deep and I loved every minute of it. I managed to say “Now I know why the women love to be fucked, I would love this at least once a week if I could get it and laughed. He pulled out and moved my legs over to his side and got me to lie on my side. He spooned me and got me to lift my leg up and he slipped his cock back into me just as easy as slipping into a wet pussy lol. He then fucked me hard like that for about another ten minutes and slipped out again. He moved me back onto my back and moved my legs aside and slipped his cock into me again and said “wrap your legs around my waist”. I did that and he leaned forward onto me and began fucking me hard. I could feel and hear his large ball sack slapping against my bum cheeks and again thought that I really could get used to this and thought that the gay men really had it good. He then raised my pelvis up a bit higher and slammed his cock even deeper into me. I closed my eyes and put my head back because I could feel that I was almost ready to cum by wanking myself. He sensed this and came back down with his chest on mine and I could feel his breath on my face as he fucked me harder and faster and I could tell he was about to cum as well. The he suddenly locked lips with mine and kissed me passionately without any tongue and I was too much in heaven and starting to cum myself to even think about stopping him. It was then that I could feel his cock pulsating in my hole and knew he was cumming inside of me which is what I have wanted to feel for so many years.
He then stopped his kiss and collapsed onto me and continued to pulse in me and I knew that he was still pumping me full of cum since that’s exactly what I do when I fuck my wife. He slowly got up and pulled his cock out and said, “you are a fantastic fuck, I hope you enjoyed it”! I looked down at my chest and cock and saw my cum all over me and saw that it was all over his belly as well. He bent down again and licked up all of my cum off of me then scooped what he could off of his belly and licked that up as well. That was HOT! Lol. I could feel his cum leaking out of me and running down my cheek crack and said, “that was fantastic and I love the idea that your seed is inside of me” and I laughed but this time I wasn’t nervous about anything, I was relaxed and feeling great.
We got off of the bed and he asked if I felt guilty now and I said, “no, I feel great and I hope we can do it again. He smiled and said, “so do I”. We both climbed into the shower together and played with each other’s cocks and asses but nothing more. We got dressed and I left first and he said he was going to wait for about ten minutes so as not to make it look obvious to anyone who may be looking our direction as we exit.
Over the next months we texted each other and chatted on the phone a few times. Looking forward to the next meet. We still meet four times in the hotel in Farnborough for a nice hot fuck session. Now when I am cock deprived, I think of just a few more days or a couple of weeks for to the next fuck. Lol.