Those of you who have read my previous stories will know I am constantly trying to get her to meet other men to provide her with what I cant give her.

She has always been reluctant and in a weak moment she said she would tell me why so reluctant. I expected her to tell me but she said she would prefer to write it down as she was too embarassed to tell me to my face.

Here is her explanation.

We had been married just over a year. you were in your second year at university and I had moved down to live with you in the shared flat which you had leased with 3 other male students. I was the only girl in the flat , you should remember I was a little nervous when we first moved in. The other guys were all friendly 2 with girlfriends that came around only now and then. I used to worry they could hear us having sex and imagined what they were doing as they listened! Things were ok we were all quite friendly and talkative, You all had part time jobs which meant there was seldom a time when we were all together any way. It was coming up to xmas time and you had got a job in the post office starting at 6 in the morning. The others had jobs in the local pub so were often in late.

I had got up to see you off to work one morning. We had a good sex session the night before and I had just bra and panties on under my dressing gown.

I was feeling tired but decided to make myself a cup of coffee in the kitchen. Unbeknown to me , Chris had come in just as you had gone out. He had come into the kitchen and I asked him if he wanted coffee. He said yes if that was all that was on offer! I didnt really take any notice , Chris was always flirting. We sat down to drink our coffee and started to chat.. Chris had split with his girlfriend so he had joined in the stay behind at the pub where he worked. He had obviously had a bit to drink. He started to tell me how much he missed his girlfriend. He offered me a puff on his cigarette which I took ,just to be friendly. My head felt a bit fuzzy and I realised it probably was not an ordinary cigarette.

We talked and smoked for a while, Chris complaining his ex didnt understand why he worked night shifts in the pub rather than go out with her. He couldnt understand why she didnt like sitting in the pub with free drinks while he worked. Suddenly he started crying. I couldnt help myself and went to give him a hug. I hadnt realised my dresssing gown had opened and I was showing off more than I thought. He hugged me tightly ,his head on my shoulder. He told me what a lovely person I was and how you were a very lucky man. I decided to try and get him to his bedroom and started to walk him along the hallway,

He obviously took this the wrong way and kissed me on the lips, pushing his body closer to mine. I could feel his erection against me and the kiss lasted longer than it really should. His lips were soft and the kiss gentle and erotic. Before I knew it my dressing gown had slipped down my shoulders. Chris was staring at my body and began to undo his belt and asked me to help him undress. I thought (hoped) that if I could get him into bed he would sleep it off. I hadnt counted on him holding on to me. There was no attempt at feeling me up so I thought it was safe to let him hold me while he started to sleep.

So far so good , but he had his arms around me and it was difficult to break the hold. My head was starting to feel fuzzy and my eyes began to close.

When I awoke , Pete was in the room laughing asking Chris what was going on and telling him he wanted to join in. I felt weak as Pete grabbed my arms and pulled them above my head.

" Look at them tits " he said to Chris , who was now starting to come around. I felt lips on mine . It was nice soft gentle , slowly pushing a tongue in to play with mine. Such a gentle soft kiss I could feel my pussy getting wet. Tongues continued to entwine ....it felt so good. Then I could feel another pair of hands on my body, slowly pushing up my bra. A hand began to cup one breast , then fingers held my nipple . I could feel it stiffen as somebody began to suckle. Then fingers on the other breast, nipple suckled and stiffened . It all felt so good even though I did nt know who was doing what. Next thing I knew . the soft kiss stopped and my mouth was probed by a rather hard cock. I couldnt help myself and began to lick the shaft and suck on the cock head. I held the tight full balls as the cock slid in and out of my wet mouth. As the shaft moved in and out I could feel a pair of hands slide down my body to my panties . The feel of the cock in my mouth was so good I couldnt do anything to stop the thumbs now inside my panties pulling them down and exposing my shaved soaking wet pussy. I could sense someone above my head as the cock was removed and then replaced in my mouth as they repositioned themselves. Then I felt him lean over me as his hands explored both exposed tits. They were being caressed gently, handled with care. I felt so sexy so desirable to attract both of these men.Whoever it was was making a very good job of massaging them and keeping the nipples so stiff. My excitement was heightented as I felt a tongue caress my pussy lips. A cock in my mouth , hands on my tits and a tongue in my pussy what had I become ?

I realised it was Petes cock filling my mouth and Chris's tongue filling my pussy. I couldnt beleve they were being so gentle and the whole experience was so erotic. Only married a year what had happened to turn me into such a slut? Chris 's tongue was lapping at my pussy lips and his finger and thumb had begun circling my clit. Pete at that point warned me he was about to shoot his load into my mouth . I managed to hold his cock out as he shot all over my tits. Chris continued massaging my clit as my first orgasm overcame me. I then felt his cock head push against my pussy lips. I was so wet it slipped in an inch or two before meeting some resistance. Altough a bit smaller than you his cock was quite wide. I could feel the veins of his shaft rubbing the walls of my pussy as he pushed gently inch by inch further into my wet pussy. Pete at this point had gone to the bathroom to clean himself.

Chris began not to fuck me , but make love to me. Yes his cock was deep in my pussy but he was kissing me , his lips so tender.I felt as if he was really making love to me moving his cock in and out so slowly so gently building my next orgasm. He was feeling my body giving me tingles in strange places . I was moving my hips in time with his thrusts, building up a nice rhythm. I felt his cock begin to jerk , Chris cried out as he shot his sperm deep inside me. He seemed to go on for ever shooting and shooting rope after rope.He stayed hard and I felt full of his cock and his juice. My second orgasm of the night rolled over me.

"Nice one Chris " said Matt who had obviously been watching from the doorway.

"She is a good fuck and has a good pair of tits on her, thats for sure. She obviously loves cock . Pete has just told me she has already drained his balls"

"Let see if we can get them tits swinging. Get on your knees"

Matt snarled at me as he took off his trousers. I just got a view of his rock hard cock swing out of his pants as he got behind me. Unlike the others he didnt try to be gentle , just pushed straight into my pussy as he fucked me hard . He smacked my arse as he pushed against me and grunted as he thrust in and out deep and fast. I could feel myself respond and push back aginst him, "What was I doing, what had I become ?" I couldnt help myself it felt good even though there was no love just raw sex. He leaned forward and grabbed my tits squeezing hard , pulling on my nipples as he pounded me from behind. He stopped suddenly , he hadnt shot his load , but he wasnt finished . He sat on the edge of the bed in front of the mirror. He grabbed me and made me sit on his hard cock as it slid into my waiting pussy. He began fucking me again but this time squeezing my tits as he thrust hard up inside me . all the time he made me watch in the mirror , telling me how I was loving it .I looked at myself in the mirror, hair a mess , bra around my belly, nipples sticking far out obviously enjoying the treatment he was giving them. It looked and sounded that way as I could hear the moans escaping from my mouth as his cock thrust in and out fast and furiously . He had called Pete and Chris back into the room to witness my humiliation. His language was awful calling me a slut his cum dump and other horrible things as he used my body. After what seemed an age he emptied his balls inside me holding my tits tightly pulling on the nipples as he came . He laughed as he pulled out looking at the boys telling them I loved his cock. Chris face down looking at the floor but Pete laughing telling Matt he had fucked me good style.

As I moved back to our bedroom I heard Pete shout "Hey the others got to fuck your pussy, you owe me one " Every time I saw him after that day he reminded me I owed him one . I couldnt believe what I had let myself become . I promised never to let myself get into that kind of situation again. I know I cant just blame the cigarette. Something inside me loved it and at the same time I hated it!

Please say you forgive me !