SISSY KNOWS THIS WILL ONLY END IN HUMILIATION BY BBC_ But will it be from what i suggest or will it be from him being absolutely disgusted and angry at me for even thinking he might enjoy this. And let alone stupid enough to ask such a real man like him something only a sissy faggot would want . So my newest sissy items i ordered had arived so i decide to get real high and get real dirty and i wanted to make myself feel really pathetic and humiliated so i dicided to go to the local store and after looking around i spoted the sexy blonde working and picked up a pair of sexy hold ups and some hot pink lipstick and feeling so ashamed but so excited i asked her what hair removal cream should i use to remove all my body hair the look on her face made me want to run out and wish i just shaved especially when she saw what else i was buying she had trouble not laughing She gave me the cream that she recommended and then told me how much I’m going to love those sexy stockings feel on my Smooth legs I was absolutely embarrassed I was unable to speak let alone try to make up some excuse she didn’t stop there and suggested a different brand of lipstick as it was better for sucking cocks and then started to chuckle at my Discomfort and the compete humiliation she was giving me She then told me how hot and wet she was getting and she would love to see the sissy in action So she gives me her number on my receipt so I can decide on my own time On my home I stopped and got a bottle of jack as soon as I get in I proceed to get rid off all my body hair and shower and clean myself up for an evening of edging while drunk and looking at porn as well as trying my new items So I apply the sissy temp tattoo just above my little tiny clitty and put my new panties and stockings and omg they felt absolutely amazing with my smooth legs I then started to play with the new black monster dildo I was sucking on it and then remembered the lipstick and I cannot believe how I was feeling as I started to suck it while I had painted pink lips I was absolutely ashamed and humiliated by my actions and I loved it so much So that’s how my pathetic night was me getting drunk and acting like the black cock loving sissy white wannabe I am So when Finished my jack Daniels I’m a little bit gutted and I really want some more but it’s late so my guy is definitely not still around so my only option would be to call the other people that are always around but it is not as good delivery price that’s the only choice I also don’t have any cash on me so thats is the end of that idea So when I’m drunk and want more you can get silly idea of how to get it I remember that when some of the girls were desperate they would give this one guy a blow job for it So I am thinking of offering to suck this mans black cock to get more gear I don’t know if he would be ok with it or beat the shit out of me I decide to take the risk and call him to come drop it off to me and I will wait till I’m sat in his car to tell him my idea for payment So I keep my sissy outfit on under my man clothes to meet him down the road and when I do I have a big surprise because he is always alone when he comes but not tonight he is with 2 other men and now I don’t know what I should do as I can’t pay for it and I cannot suggest I suck him for it with the other men there