I am married and before all the Covid restrictions I had 3 fuck suck buddy’s , early on I was a giver but that all changed I wanted to be used and by fuck I was . Steve was my 1st , his kids went to the same school as mine , after a few drinks he invited me to his house to watch the football , his wife and kids were visiting family , the drinks then he said did I watch some porn , normal hardcore stuff , his next move was a mixture , but lots of bi stuff , he said he had a few men flings , I can’t lie I was turned on , he dropped his pants and was openly wanking , I thought fuck it , he had a big dick , he sat next to me on his couch we wanked each other’s cock , then he put his lips around my dick , it felt so good , we got on the floor in a 69 and we sucked our frustrations away , I spluttered his cum when he shot his load . It became a regular thing , meeting up anywhere to blow each other , then one day he asked me to fuck him , what a sensation that was . The other 2 fuck buddies were in their 60s , Johnny , loved cock , he loved being spunked on . He would ride my dick , bouncing up and down until I unloaded in his arse . Then I had this urge to suck and swallow and to be fucked like the slut I was becoming. I also started wearing my wife’s red small panties which was a turn on for me and my fuck buddies , I liked to shoot my load on my lovers cock and then clean up my mess with my mouth . I had a whatsap code , from watching the football , looking at a DIY job or help with car problems they were all a smoke screen for cock fun and I love it .