Part One

If I’m honest I’m not sure how we ended up doing what we did. My wife (Ellie, 48)has always known that I (Paul, 53) like to watch her during sex and she likes to tease me sometimes by playing with herself, posing and using her toys on herself while I just watch and masturbate for her. We’d role played a fair few tame scenarios; she masturbated and sucked on both me and a toy, we’d tried double penetration etc. and using a toy during sex became a regular thing.

It started to change a little around August or so last year. I now realise that prior to that time her toy was always an ‘it’ to both of us. Therefore, for example, “does it feel good”, “put it in me”, “I want to suck it” etc. was the norm. I realised that somehow, sometime ‘it’ changed to ‘him’ and I’m not sure who made the change or exactly when it happened, it just became normal language after then. “I want him inside me too”, “I want to suck off both of you”, “do him until he cums” etc. was the new normal. It was just fantasy talk though, spicing things up, never once did we ever discuss or indicate anything more real was on the cards.

I got a hint that we both wanted to push the play a little further around last Christmas. I vividly remember saying during sex (I was behind her, she was sucking her toy) “I wish we could both cum inside you at the same time”. Well she went nuts, moaning really loudly and started to suck the toy like crazy saying things like “I’d love to feel him cum inside me”, “God yes I want to taste him so much” etc. Nothing much changed for a while after that, again it became the new normal for her toy to act out the part of another man. We bought a new toy (nothing weird, around 8” long, quite thick with balls suction cup dildo) which acquired the name “Carl” and as time went on Carl became a part of our fictional threesome and also someone I watched my wife take vaginally, anally and orally many times. I won’t lie, it was fantastic, sex was amazing and we both clearly got pleasure and satisfaction from the various scenarios.

We’ve always been open about our own sexual needs and we don’t hide, nor advertise the fact that we masturbate alone sometimes. We have a good active sex life, the only thing we both wish was different is that we have to use a condom, Ellie is perimenopausal and has had to come off birth control for the time being so we practice safe sex just in case.

A change happened maybe three months ago when she told me that she had felt horny and had the need to ‘get off’ while I was out. Although I knew she did sometimes it was unusual for her to mention it and very unusual for her to say something like “it was OK because Carl was horny too so he took care of me”. I laughed it off but couldn’t resist taking up the banter so we joked around a little. When I said “I hope you made him wear a condom” she laughed and said something like “no, I thought you might like to see the mess he made inside of me”. I have no idea why but I kind of just blurted out “I’d love to watch cum dripping out of you for real” What followed that comment wasn’t exactly awkward but I felt at the time, and now know for sure, that we crossed a line that day.

Things continued, great sex, role play, fantasy chat etc. and more than once in the following weeks Ellie asked me during sex that if I had a choice would I cum where I was (like in her mouth or pussy) or would I prefer to swap with Carl and her make him cum there instead. I’d asked her the same sometimes and answers varied, all good fun.

Fast forward to three weeks ago while both on holiday in Spain..... Part two incoming