I need some advice.
Yesterday I got into a situation. I had finished my gym session and had forgotten to take my shower stuff so I decided to have a shower at home. Due to the fact I was all sweaty I decided not to wear my jeans but to keep on my gym shorts and top and just sprint over to my car. Its strange, but in the gym I don't feel very sexual walking around in my lycra gym shorts, as its comfortable and I feel good about my well trained body, but as I left the gym I instantly felt almost naked. I could feel the cool air blowing through my shorts and onto my flesh. I was amazed how sexy this made me feel. So instead of running to the car, I just strolled over. Along the way a group of lads cheered me and it made me feel even more sexy. I felt almost exposed. When I got to my car I could believe how turned on I felt. I have got a fantasy about being watched (not touched) by strangers, and that's why I'm trying to arrange a dogging session with my Hubby.
I was so aroused when in the car I stroked myself gently and was really getting carried away. I took a deep breath and drove off. I could hardly concentrate so I decided to pull over into a park on the way home, as it was dark the car park was empty. I drove over to the darkest part and started rubbing myself over my shorts. I was in ecstasy fantasising about my experience, I orgasmed very quickly. As I opened my eyes I heard a dog bark. There was a woman standing next to the car looking in. I was really shocked and embarrassed. She called me a dirty bitch and said she would call the police and tell them my car Reg. I was really stressed and upset when she said this. She then said that she wouldn't tell the police if I turned up in the carpark the same time tomorrow (Today). I just burst into tears.
Her tone then changed dramatically. She said that she didn't want me to cry and that she thought I was game. She said that she was very turned on with what she had just seen. She would like to see me do this again. I told her I was not sure, I told her I would need to think about it, she said that she would be there tonight, and expecting to see me there at the same time.
I said I had to go and drove off quickly. Today ive been stressing about it. I was turned on by the event and I do fantasise about older women looking at me and even caressing me. But that's just a fantasy. I wouldn't want to betray my hubby. My biggest concern if that If I don't go tonight then will she then call the police? I wasn't actually exposed, I rubbed myself over my shorts and came like that, none of my privates were on show? what could the police do? But part of me is also really turned on by it and would mind doing it again.
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