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Quote by Sexysteph
Those of you who know me will have noticed for the last few days I have been intensely quiet......... Well no more!!!!!!!
I was very very confused last week as to what to do ........ To go or stay???????
I was really emotional at the Leicester Munch ------ I was sure it was gonna bomb what with the last minute change of Venue but how bloody wrong was I over that. Swingingheaven suprises me constantly - a few of you who I trust implicitly, the mods team I was a complete and utter pain in arse too, with my fears - a big big thank you but over the last few days and nights I have wrestled with my thoughts and feelings. Some of my concerns I have shared with Mark and a few of my most trusted friends. Rather than fight my feelings and thoughts from outside SH I reckon its time to use them wisely from within.
I think my main problem is that I am a real softie at heart who likes to think the best of everyone but thats my problem and yours on the site cos guess what I aint gonna stop now.
To those who have tried to hurt me by your betrayals feck you I don't give a fu*k - you are not worth any feelings whatsoever. I am here ..... I am staying (provided I am welcome) and no matter what you try to do I will stay.
So here goes
My name is Sexysteph and I am a Swingheaven Addict.......and you know what I love being one
Glad you decided to stay..... Steph hunni.........
Big hugs and kisses.....
equi-princess xxx
Good on ya GA3!!!!!!! .
.......... dont let the arseholes who call themselves friends then stab ya in the back get to you honey! .. you know who your friends are now, just be a little more guarded with your trust - it's horrible having to change yourself because of idiots that want to take of advantage of a good natured soul but it's an unfortunate aspect of life ... Glad you have got your inner demons sorted
................. now
.............. about that BJ . hehee
.......... dont let the arseholes who call themselves friends then stab ya in the back get to you honey! .. you know who your friends are now, just be a little more guarded with your trust - it's horrible having to change yourself because of idiots that want to take of advantage of a good natured soul but it's an unfortunate aspect of life ... Glad you have got your inner demons sorted
................. now
.............. about that BJ . hehee
Didn't go to the Munch, but I know about running and organising very large functions, and the pain and stress that goes with it. SexySteph, you are not gonna please everyone all the time. Look over the whole picture, and to move a venue at such sort notice you have done fantastic. well done
on a personal note you have helped me out with the site, so your a good one to me.
The Dukes
on a personal note you have helped me out with the site, so your a good one to me.
The Dukes
Sex God
I'm glad you decided to stay Steph. Don't let the bastards grind you down. 
assionkiss: :passionkiss:
Roger the Dragon
assionkiss: :passionkiss: Roger the Dragon
What all them said sexysteph ^^^^^^^^^^^
On a serious note hun, I do think you have made the right decision. You do a lot of good things for the site and I for one would miss you if you went
You are a kind, selfless, helpful lady and I have a lot of time and respect for you
You know where I am if you want me (in the chatroom flirting with Skegness swingers ;) )
Minx x x
P.s You still owe me a lemonade ;)
On a serious note hun, I do think you have made the right decision. You do a lot of good things for the site and I for one would miss you if you went
You are a kind, selfless, helpful lady and I have a lot of time and respect for you
You know where I am if you want me (in the chatroom flirting with Skegness swingers ;) )
Minx x x
P.s You still owe me a lemonade ;)
Sex God
Quote by naughtynymphos1U and me both aly
have i missed summat?
Sex God
Quote by LilMissGullableU and me both aly
have i missed summat?
And us makes 4.
Steph, dont know anything about what went on, but glad you decided to stay, this site would have been a lot poorer for your absence.
Sex God
Good girl Steph! :thumbup:
ES
:thumbup: ES
Quote by Sexysteph
To those who have tried to hurt me by your betrayals feck you I don't give a fu*k - you are not worth any feelings whatsoever.
Is it even worth bringing up now?
Postie yes it was hun its called facing up to the hassle and putting it behind you - please allow me to do that.
Steph
And for those of us who got drawn into all the bollox going on...even though we had nothing to do with the spat you had with someone else, how do we get to clear our names that got dragged into the mud???
I tried to keep this to pm, but whatever your answer, I want you to state, so everyone knows, that the comment about "betrayal" isn't about me. That i wasn't involved, whatsoever, and any mud flying about aint nothing to do with me. Thanks Steph.
Don't leave it hanging............
/unhappy bunny mode.
Sex God
Steph, all I can say is 'good on you girl'
Hya Steff if i might be BOLD enough to say; familiies in love descuss everything affecting the FAMILY. So it might serve a more POSITVE purpose if you would in summary say what s the problem without names, identities etc. That would enable the rest of the family to have a more informed and understanding responce.Thanks 4 all your KINDNESS.
deiz :cry:
