Should I just go to the cupboard and pour 1 drink.... or shall i just sit here all night thinking I want to be wasted out my head so my brain no longer flicks through all the horrible thoughts that are rushing around in there....
Over to you lot......
There is just one tiny teenie problem there Sarah..... I don't work and not having the kids here means that there is just NO insentive to actually get up from a drunken stupor....
Hmmm decisions decisions decisions.....
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The Elixir for the brain is laughter....... find something you love that makes you laugh everytime you do it.. I mean real howls and fits of laughter..... for me, when I'm down - on goes the video and in goes Life of Brian.. works everytime. Better than getting pissed which affects you financially and healthwise. When you are upbeat and positive other people are drawn to you, and things start to happen, but people automatically shy away from negativity - it's a self protection mechanism that we all have.
Neither method addresses the root of your problems though....... only you can do that babes, but it does take it all away even if it's only for a little while.
Well tatty hun i would love to get pissed with you hun but.....
i would probably do one of the following
1) would fall asleep in drunking mess
2) to something stupid like tell evry1 i am on cam and as horny as hell.
3) rant and rave at someone in the chatroom
i wud rather not do any of them at the moment
mikeC
Hi Tatty hunni.........
Alcohol is not the answer to any of your problems.... it will only act as an accellerant depressant... in other words... you'll feel much worse and it still wont have helped...
You need to chat to a good friend.... or get a friend over to see you and talk about whatever it is that is turning in your brain.... horrible thoughts or not...
Make the most of having the children away.... go and spend the day treating yrself... even if its just a swim in the local pool... have your hair done... or just paint your toes a really bright colour.... lol
Have some quality time just for yourself.... catch up with people you haven't seen for ages... but whatever you do.... drink coffee or tea tonight... think how many calories are in alcohol....... lol
You're a great person... you don't need alcohol.....
equi-princess xxx
I'd go for the full on get pissed and listen to country music option everytime - you'll soon realise there people worse off than you!
oh buggery... if Nemo doesn't work.... i'm in for a 4 am phone call...
.... just keep swimming..... just keep swimming!
C'mon Nemo, work yer magic....
tatty
a certain mate of yours, who starts night shift tommorrow, and therefore has to stay up all night, and has told you more than once if you want to talk - then you know where he is, has a free slot in his msn diary for the rest of the night ( well until about seven)
so you know where my msn is - use it if you want!
kbuk
get in contact with me on msn if you need a clue who it is!
Babe Im here all night darling and only 15 mins by car so if you need me bloody call me.
Got my phone next to me and its on. Dont go for the drink darling just go for the bubbles remember "my bubbles, my bubbles"
Ill text you in a while babe to check your ok, if you need me Ill come over darling, even if you just need a hug
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that moment has passed now.... :) 
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