I hate this time of year!!!!

28 Dec 2004

I hate it it gets on my nerves!! Christmas went well yay thank fuck its out the way but now Im just bored and restless and quite frankly going to lose the plot very soon!
I even had a weird dream last night about a tiaxi driver a rabbit and a weird looking dog which looked a bit like a cat?? Not a sexual dream (thank fuck says me or Id be signging myself into the local nuthouse!)
Im really missing my shagging partner too sad

Am sooooooo fed up I think Im just gonna go get pissed and then try and study!
I cant wait to get back to college in january! And fuck it Ive decided im off on a weekend break with the wean! Might even bugger off somewhere myslef for a weekend if my mum agrees to babysit! rolleyes

I hate to wish my life away but I just wish I could blank out the next week till the second of january!! FFS fecking new year??? pile of shite evil

28 Dec 2004

Fruity am with you sweetie. I couldnt hate it anymore.
I was doing great on my new diet. Lost a few pounds then xmas dinner came. And what do you know. All my hard work flushed down the loo cause it is virtually impossible to turn down xmas dinne at mr naughtys dads house rolleyes

. Now I 've went off the rails its gonna take me ages to get back on again. mad

Never mind, I got loads of pressies.

28 Dec 2004

I love this time of the year, alll the fun of Christmas without the pressure and still got New Year to look forward too!!Long may it continue!! biggrin

28 Dec 2004

The only thing Im looking forward to is getting drunk and making a complete arse of myself at new year!!! :twisted:
It hapens without fail every year, even if I go out of my way to avoid it happening!!!

28 Dec 2004

I don't like it sorry to say
I have the added pleasure of my birthday falling on the 29th the reletives are fine for christmas and new year but 3 times in the space of 7 day is a little much to handle at times lol

28 Dec 2004

Fruity! You need to count your blessings, you know the glass is half full kind of thing biggrin

Dwelling on trivial things that you can't change (ie the time of year) is not gonna make you feel any better.
Every single one of us gets fed up at times, blimey, I get it every month confused

- but you have to just ride it out, look at the good stuff etc. Put things into perspective, this thread does it for me http://www.swingingheaven.co.uk/swingers-forum/viewtopic/30709.html Certainly makes me bluddy grateful for who I am, where I am and what I've got.

28 Dec 2004

Yes I know! I am grateful!
Just feeling a little bit alone! Im off out to lose myself in the crowds for a a few hours see if that helps!

28 Dec 2004

Quote by fruity1976
Just feeling a little bit alone! Im off out to lose myself in the crowds for a a few hours see if that helps!

Good plan Fruity, you're such an open book on here, you remind me a lot of my cousin, she also can't hide her feelings for toffee lol - tis a shame to see you down kiss

28 Dec 2004

Cheers! Just a bit hormonal or sommit! I think I got too much time on my hands which is making me restless and think too much!!
Cheers all!

28 Dec 2004

Quote by fruity1976
Am sooooooo fed up I think Im just gonna go get pissed and then try and study!
I cant wait to get back to college in january!

What are you studying fruity, if you dont mind me asking? im a history student myself.
BBx

28 Dec 2004

This time of year can be very depressing I think. I felt the other way around though before christmas. Was feeling very depressed before I had some time to relax on holiday. Its just so dark and cold and misrable. I Can't wait fot summer smile

28 Dec 2004

Quote by JudyTV
Judy..........now worrying about grass stains on white underwear

Either, dont wear white ones, or wear none at all! ;-)
BBx

28 Dec 2004

With you on that Fruity. I`m so fucked off with organising everything for everyone else, I`m blowing off everything and everybody on New Years Eve......and that was supposed time for me to have some fun. I just can`t be bolloxed to wipe everyone elses arses for them in order to get some fun for the New Year.
Fuck it all.
Venusxxx

28 Dec 2004

And Bollox to Easter too. evil

Venusxxx

29 Dec 2004

Just wanted to say thanks to everybody who replied yesterday I was feeling kinda crap but feeling much much better today thanks to going out and getting plastered with my mum then a shag with my shagging partner biggrin

Helped a lot I think I really need to keep myself busy! I hate getting all restless and pissed off not a good combination!
Although as far as the new year I wont be going to any parties etc! Quiet one for me this year I reckon + I had enough alcohol last night! confused

:twisted:
Thanks again! :D

29 Dec 2004

well hope ya feel better for it hun ,any ya gana let us all know about the taxi driver the rabbit and the dog/cat evil

29 Dec 2004

hehe it was all rather strange and the dog looked strangely like a cat!
I had an even weirder dream last night about my pubic hair growing back really fast after I had just shaved!! Weird rolleyes

29 Dec 2004

Quote by fruity1976
hehe it was all rather strange and the dog looked strangely like a cat!
I had an even weirder dream last night about my pubic hair growing back really fast after I had just shaved!! Weird

Very Freudian!!!!Makes me wince when i think of what it may mean redface

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29 Dec 2004

haha if freud heard half of the dreams Ive had he'd have me commited for life lol

:shock:

29 Dec 2004

Quote by fruity1976
haha if freud heard half of the dreams Ive had he'd have me commited for life :shock:

Lie down on my couch and tell me ALL about it wink

29 Dec 2004

Spot on as ever Judy.
This is not my favourite time of year.
I'm fortunate in my job to be up and around for sunrise nearly everyday all year round. The problem I have with the winter is that I'm usually up fartoo long before sunrise and still at it far too long aftersunset. Sometimes feels like I'm working three shifts insted of the usual two :shock:
But as ever; JudyTV hit the nail on the head. It won't be long before we start lokking forward to the longer days and all that they bring.

31 Dec 2004

Ah, you caught my tantrum redface

Tantrums do strange and wonderful things to me........ wink

Venusxxx

31 Dec 2004

:therethere: Fruity kiss

I think we all get like that sometime or another for whatever the reason,its all part of bloody human nature that likes to test us. rolleyes

Just think were nearly embarking on a new year,just think of all the bloody good things it can just thijnk of the ways that you are lucky compared to others biggrin

31 Dec 2004

Generally, I like christmas. I get very giddy and excited if I see so much as a single snow flake, I walk around with a cheery smile on my face wishing everyone I meet a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
This year however, I have had a particularly shitty christmas, and it looks like the New Year is going to follow along the same lines. I am in the frame of mind at the moment where I can't wait for it all to be over so I can get back to my office and bury myself in work in the vain hope that all the hurt I'm feeling will just slowly subside.
I know that there are people worse off than me, it just doesn't feel like it at the moment.
HNY to everyone
Jules