Having to watch my patient, one of the sweetest men I've ever had the priviledge to meet, dying a very slow death :sad:
Walking around Asda doing the shopping and hearing Run by Snow Patrol which bart always sang. Just openly sobbed my heart out and didnt care a jot!
Suze x
i found out that i have to have an operation on 11th feb on my arm ...the tendons have severed and ive lost all feeling in my left hand and arm, there is a chance that the feeling is gone forever :sad:
I am gutted totally now as its been 5 weeks of hell anyway with no driving ect and now to find out that i have to have an op anyway grrrrr
I have to say a huge thankyou to the man in my life who has supported me all the way through this, he is the best daddy and hubby in the world and im so so lucky to have him xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Listening to some of my late best friend's music last night made me sad. I still miss him so much it hurts :sad:
Haiti & the fact that I can't trust anything anyone says to me anymore. What happened to good old fashioned truth?
The old naive Fire has gone and left this cynical old git in her place :sad:
it didnt make me cry as such but it made me realise something with a very large bang
i went to bed last night feeling rather ill which got me thinking about the deaths that have happened lately and the age of those that passed.
the realisation that if i had heart attack last night or something else happened, theres no one that loves me, and with me, or that cares enough about me (apart from my family) who would be there with me at any time of the day/night to make that call to 999, if i died last night who would know or how long would it be before one of my family found me.
in edit: sorry if i have made people uncomfortable, i dont mean i dont have family and friends that love me, i know i am loved, and they are there for me, but if something happened during the night etc, no one would know
i don't really know but i just can't stop
My son-in-law, a Royal Marine, has been posted to Plymouth ... he left on Monday. My daughter and gorgeous, adorable 2 year old grandson leave tomorrow. They had their dinner here tonight as her cooker is disconnected and I was choked up the whole time. I put a brave face on it as I waved them goodbye but now I'm devastated. Don't know how I'm going to function at work tomorrow knowing they're moving away :upset:
I actually had tears in my eyes earlier. :shock: - and I don't do blubbering.
Think very heavy steel item coming down, guillotine like, on fingertip...the language would have shocked a sailor.
I didn't know whether to put this on this thread or the "What made you smile today?" thread.
A 7 year-old boy did a sponsored bike ride to help out the children in Haiti.