hi kitty
sorry to hear of your loss but i lost my husband 3 years ago an like you he wasnt into fun but life has to go on i myself meet a great bloke been with him for 12 months now
hes been into swingin for years so listening to him talk it sounded like fun so i took the jump and had a great night with mmf now next its ffm make your list of what you want to do and just go for it and have fun xxxx