I sat in the dark alone in my office, the glow of the computer screen illuminating my face as I scrolled through the forums. The same ones I’d been frequenting for months now. Threads filled with guys like me, husbands with fantasies they were too ashamed to admit to anyone in real life. But here? Here, we talked openly. Here, we shared experiences, advice, and sometimes even connections. My wife Marie and I hadn’t had a...

When we got back home to Toronto after our trip to Florida, Laura and I had been doing great. The sex was unbelievable, it was like some hidden feature had been unlocked inside her. I loved it. What man wouldn’t? My cute innocent girlfriend, suddenly insatiable. But it wasn’t long until I realized it wasn’t really about me. When I got home from work one day I found a package on our doorstep. A regular brown box with Laura...

I never thought I’d be the kind of guy to let something like this happen. A year ago, I wouldn’t have believed it was possible. But here I was. Laura and I had been together for four years, living together in Toronto for 3 of them. We had been through a lot of the ups and downs of growing up and figuring out what we were to each other. You’d never think that she would be the type to cheat, at least that’s what I told myse...