i need a bit of kinky and bondage sparkle x

i work at a shity job and live in a tiny place so i am grumpy and bored

i have often mentioned to my ex boyfriend about trying some spanking or tying me up but he said he cant hurt me oooh so lame!!!! so think i need to at least look about find out the magic of being a sub which i feel i am

why i feel i am a sub as few things in my life so far

•  i liked being picked on when i was at school bullied
• i have felt there something strange with me i like hurting myself when i play alone
• often think of being taken hurt and tied up
• wana be humiliated and bruised
• i want hands on me and round my neck

maybe i am just nuts in the head i dont no thats why i have quietly joined up here

i need a sparkle of nasty and rude and firm firm firm