I started to masturbate two days after my eleventh birthday, my best friend Martin a few months

later. By the age of thirteen we were looking at pictures of girls' tits and wanking together and competing to see who could cum the most.

I got my first female blowjob about the same time.

I had to wait two more years before a girl would let me cum in her mouth.

At the randy age of sixteen, Martin and I were waiting at my place for a couple of girls we had pulled that morning in Woolworths. We were both excited because they had made it evident that they were well and truly up for a shag and even a possible swap. Neither of us were still virgins by then

The two girls didn't show, they had got intercepted by two other boys. We heard later one of them got pregnant that night, ironic justice, for obvious reasons she wasn't sure who was ther father!

As it was raining, Martin and I stayed at home and, in the privacy of my bedroom and horny as hell, we looked at some porn mags and as usual pulled out our hard cocks.

But tonight was to be different, we started to masturbate as usual but this time we got carried away and rubbed each other off, I've never forgotten that feel of someone else's cock in my hand, it felt amazing, his cock was so hot. As always we timed our orgasms perfectly, only this time we didn't try to see who could shoot highest in the air, instead we came over each other's cock. Embarrassed at the time, that was the last time we did it, but I do remember have a momentary desire to suck his cock.

Forty years later, I have shared that fantasy with him and he shared that he'd had the same thought. He's now in Australia with his second wife, they are both fully bisexual, and I get continual offers to fly out and join them for sex, but I tell him I want to find someone closer, someone like me, inexperienced, never sucked on a cock before, someone to feel my way with.

Is there anyone out there like me who wants to hold another cock for the first time, get each other off, and maybe suck each other?

When I am horny, like I am right now writing this, I have the need to know what it will feel like for a guy to cum in my mouth, my girlfriend, who is ignorant of my needs, says she is okay with it, but I need to know for myself.

Are you out there, this guy who is curious like me? You can email me at tg200live

Now I have to go wank...alone...:-(

Tom.