After a lot of soul searching and a few missed opportunities I finally plucked up the courage to get on with it and bottom for the first time. I've only ever had relationships with women and it'll always be that way. I just can't fall in love with guys, but that's not stopped my curiosity for a bit of man on man sex. I'd had a few time wasters in the psst let me down and also drop out myself. But this time after signing u...