Just coming out of a long relationship,, devastated.... thought id look at this site as my mate swears by it and has found his partner through it.. anyway, i hope to live out some of my fantasies and try to regain some sort of normality in my life.. dont know what im looking for at the moment really.... a nice person hopefully xxx willing to try most things.. an ex girlfriend once tried to have sex with me with a strapon,,, but she was a bit rough and hurt.. although i was very excited at the time xx.. just hurt too much and took my breath away. im quite a big lad,, i was 23 stone, but am now down to 19 and hope to get down to 17 by the summer....