spoke to many great people in the midlands room and unfortunately never got chance to speak to newt. I feel for you at this very sad time Mids and can certainly know how you feel at this very sad time (lost my Dad in October) if I can give you one piece of advise that will serve you well at this impossible time that is to bask in the memories you have shared and learn to GET ON with life not try to GET OVER this extremely sad loss. Thoughts are with you