I have found that "Yours" is a great shop, wide fitting shoes upto size 9 (normally fit a size 10) plenty of choices there as well. They also have a website that took over the "Long Tall Sally" brand. its worth checking it out

wish it was this weekend or the one after the 18th, would love to have joined you.

Just depends on where in Yorkshire you are though, its a big place with lots of little hiding places lol

heres a thought for you,  try a sauna,  you can go with someone and use the jacuzzi steam room sauna etc and decide what you want to happen based on how you feel.   In the sauna , steam, jacuzzi you will be safe ( with a friend to reassure and help) and left alone till you decide to take it further or not.  If not- you have had a nice sauna steam jacuzzi time and built some confidence and nothing else has happened.   The sauna I use does not even need a real name or any ID so is stress free.

wish my wife would play outside, would be nice to see someone first then have them watch us. 

depends where in Leeds you are?

wonderful pictures, may I ask whereabouts you play outside?